hmm.. did nutting for the past few days.. wAtch tV.. irc-ing~ *yAy* talking to him.. bLAhz blAHz.. yar~ Just wAtch Singapore HITs AwArds.. not bad lar.. but dunno why Channel 8 went to cut off some parts.. so stupid.. cut off so many things~ dammit. Jay din come.. but he got 3 awards.. on par with David Tao~ haha.. JAY RAWKS! hehs.. going gaga over him~ hEe. ANd VAn fAn is so shuai can? mY god. Bai mA wAng zi~ hAHa.. cool lohs~ waha! hE can sing man! wOooo.. mY gOd my god!!!!! haha.. okok.. reLax... haha.. SHE came too.. bUt eLla is not here~ haha... pity.. hEh.. HE like Selina.. hmm.. think all the guys same taste one? haha.. yar.. feeling tinge of jealousy.. but.. yeah.. i also like jay wad.. hahaha!
Jaslyn mSg me.. telling me dat HE broke up with his ex recently.. hmm.. i tot emily told me he no gf one.. blahz.. haiz.. waddehell.. spoil my day.. haiz.. i also dunno lar.. dunno is it gd or bad.. JAs told me to forget abt him.. but i did try u noe.. but he is jus dere in my mind.. haiz.. so shit man.. dunno wad happen also... I waN to tell him how i feel le.. but.. i just cant do it? cos i noe.. i will not be able to face the consequences.
Ok.. something big happen in band yesterday.. but shall not blog here.. cos of privacy involved.. but was feeling quite angry.. cos i am the middle-woman for this whole bloody thing.. so shit.. was so anGRy. SO SO SO ANGRY! tRying to kip cAlm during the whole thing.. and the SHITTY PERSON haf to interfere.. sorry.. but i am v. angry at the tot of it. *bish* shall not talk abt it anymore.. cos.. i think its gonna be ok.. yar.. sld be ok one..
yAR.. thInk dAts fOr all bAh.. conclude the 2 days event.. and most imptly... i noe.. its time to give up on him.. yar.. i dunno lar.. But.. think its time... ok.. i nit time to heal my wound.. and i noe it will hurt a lot.. bUt... its for my own gd rite? shall treat him as a v.gd friend bAh.. i hope i can do it.. bUT.. wad if it fail? I need time.. i hope it works...
~* well.. when things dun go the wAy u wan.. choose other alternatives.. fOR thIngs might tUrn out bettEr*~
Jaslyn mSg me.. telling me dat HE broke up with his ex recently.. hmm.. i tot emily told me he no gf one.. blahz.. haiz.. waddehell.. spoil my day.. haiz.. i also dunno lar.. dunno is it gd or bad.. JAs told me to forget abt him.. but i did try u noe.. but he is jus dere in my mind.. haiz.. so shit man.. dunno wad happen also... I waN to tell him how i feel le.. but.. i just cant do it? cos i noe.. i will not be able to face the consequences.
Ok.. something big happen in band yesterday.. but shall not blog here.. cos of privacy involved.. but was feeling quite angry.. cos i am the middle-woman for this whole bloody thing.. so shit.. was so anGRy. SO SO SO ANGRY! tRying to kip cAlm during the whole thing.. and the SHITTY PERSON haf to interfere.. sorry.. but i am v. angry at the tot of it. *bish* shall not talk abt it anymore.. cos.. i think its gonna be ok.. yar.. sld be ok one..
yAR.. thInk dAts fOr all bAh.. conclude the 2 days event.. and most imptly... i noe.. its time to give up on him.. yar.. i dunno lar.. But.. think its time... ok.. i nit time to heal my wound.. and i noe it will hurt a lot.. bUt... its for my own gd rite? shall treat him as a v.gd friend bAh.. i hope i can do it.. bUT.. wad if it fail? I need time.. i hope it works...
~* well.. when things dun go the wAy u wan.. choose other alternatives.. fOR thIngs might tUrn out bettEr*~
posted by laimeng @ Sunday, September 07, 2003
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