I just realised how much rubbish i had accumulated on my table, in my drawer, on my boxes.. haha.. dats a lot. lotsa papers.. den i messed up my chem file.. so i repacked everything.. haha.. and i decided to start on my chem tut.. cos next week got mass tut.. wth.. haiz~ hol not like hol liaoz.. hUrmps..

today was ok lar.. went sch specially for the SAT preparation course. haha.. dUmb. the tcher released us late.. wasnt really looking fwd to SAT... haiz~ i noe i am gng to waste my $80. wth.. another stupid exam by america. wth.. a complete waste of time. seriously tink dat its a stupid way to pass my jc life like dat. Bought home my saxo today~ haha... was practising it.. hmm.. den my lips bled.. really bled. haiz.. dunno wad happened also la.. i wan to play well.. better den the hc pple.. i dun wan dem to overpower me. i wan to show dem i can make it.. i feel so small sitting beside dem.. like dey rule the whole.. i dun like this feeling.. its as if this concert is deir show.. and jj is just playing as a guest band.. haiz.. why huhs... haiz~~

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