Din wanna blog yday nite.. cos was quite bz.. talking to #jjcsb pple.. to weihan.. to eugene.. to chubang.. and my jie was rite beside me.. looking at every alphabet i am typing.. hahz.. rite.. dats why i dun wan to type out yday. Hee.. she keep complaining.. say wad.. err.. why my friends can see my blog and she can't?! hah.. of cos she can't la.. if she read le.. den i will be so paiseh.. cos u sld noe this blog is set up to write abt my life and everything.. and I dun often tell her abt my life man.. it will be too err.. embarrassing if she read le, rite?! haha.. But anyway.. on #jjcsb main.. we were trying to matchmake km and Jl. hahz.. this JL is supposedly mao+ting's friend la.. in SA de.. haha.. cos kM is really sad abt her dear MR CHAN.. dats why dey were trying to let her see her new path in life(nonsense). hahaz.. its so funny.. all of us can open matchmaking company liaoz! hah.. Quite crazy.. we keep saying dey very compatible! hahz.. Well.. but come to tink of it.. why nt?? Dere are nicer grass out dere yeah?? Maybe this JL is so much better den MR chAn! hahz!!!

aye.. was quite angry yday.. cos i tink he is away playing game.. den when i msg him.. he nv reply... so i tot.. ok.. its quite ok.. cos he always like dat de.. den finally at 1254am.. HE FINALLY REPLY. Guess i was over the moon or something.. but he told me he need to reboot his comp.. tell me he WILL come back de.. Rite.. den I see him coming back in irc le.. tot ok.. he come back le.. and i waited la! Stupid me.. and he never come back.. SO angry.. thanks for cheating me ok? I am a gullible ger.. easily contented ger.. O watever! I am feeling so cheated.. damn.. and i can't get to slp yday? Keep tinking of him.. OF HIM. Can u believe it? Viknes asked me a qn yday.. "I tot u already forget him liao?" Rite.. Yes.. i am trying.. TRYING.. and i failed.. reason is.. cos i see him again.. -shakes head- So fustrated with myself. Can't even handle such problems.

Me and WeiLin on SA concert day.. 1min after he say hi to me.



When You Say You Love Me - [[Clay Aiken]]

I've been watching you from afar
And the way you make your way around the bar
You laugh like you're really entertained
And you smile like it's your favorite game
Now you're moving closer to me
And our eyes connect emotionally
I'm not looking for a one-night stand
Or a place for a broken heart to mend

I know ev'rybody here wants to hold you
I know what it's like 'cause I feel the same
When you look in my eyes
There's a part of me that's still afraid

(Chorus:)
And when you say you love me, do you mean it?
Baby, when you hold me, do you feel it?
Should I believe the magic in your eyes?
I would wait until the end of time
To hear you say you love me like you mean it
Baby, when you hold me, make me feel it
All I want to do is make you mine
I've been hurt way too many times

They say if you wanna make God laugh
Then all you gotta do is tell Him your plans
I know that the time's not right
Didn't know that I would meet you tonight

It's not that I don't really like the attention
I feel like the only man in the room
Are you really sincere?
Is this just something that you do?

(Repeat chorus)

(Bridge:)
Again and again and again
I've been hurt, my friend
'Til the end
You know I've been high, I've been low
I got no place left to go
Again and again and again
When will this search ever end?

(Chorus 2:)
And when you say you love me, do you mean it?
Baby, when you hold me, do you feel it?
Should I believe the magic in your eyes?
I would wait until the end of time
To hear you say you love me like you mean it
Baby, when you hold me, make me feel it
All I want to do is make you mine
I would wait until the end of time
To hear you say you love me