Thanks mama for the glass of warm honey yday nite.. and it really brighten up my day. Cos i was coughing like mad and i tot i was gg to die at that moment with so much anger and fustration bottled up in me for the past 1 week. YEah.. it all started when study break starts. yupps.. i tink i need to do something to vent it out.. or else i will go mad someday. Dun think its becos of sch.. *sighs* I tried to make myself happy. BE HAPPY. but i tink i failed. I feel like crying out LOUD but i jus couldn't make my tears FLOW. What can i do now? I tink rite now.. i can only wait till i explode and yupps.. this feeling will be gone.

tears are still not flowing as i listen to taoze's Ai Wo Hai Shi Ta.

Sometimes i wonder.. Who Am I?

dun worry. i dun have sucidal tots.

but i feel like EXPLODING now.

help.

this sucks.

*SCREAM*