somehow i wasnt feeling at my best today.. was having a headache cos i din slp enuff + eyes was pain again + tchers are gng thru promos papers.. hmm.. all these things are able to let me feel like dying.. boo~ but naHz. i wun commit sucide cos dere is too many things to let me enjoy in life.. though life sucks! I read someone's blog and he seems to have something against CHC. i tink he is just plain jealous of the high tech stuff and the gd things in CHC. CHC really rocks.. and he even talk bad abt PAstor PHiL. dunno lar.. plain jealosy.. trying to show off his english.. frm hc? so wad! personality just sucks like hell.. even pple frm jj are so much better. FAKERS.

gRr.. its confirmed dat i failed my chem le.. mcq fail.. structured no nitto say rites.. dunno lehs.. tink i spent most of my time to work on my chem.. but who noes.. it turned out this way yea? hmm.. life is unpredictable bAh.. I now really had to pray hard dat i cld at least pass my gp.. den i can sercure at 2AO.. and i mite as well say i TINK i can sercure PHy as one of my A.. i tink only lar.. cos my last 20marks quest is gone case ma.. wth rites? Now.. i dunno wad am i tinking lohs..

was learning how to play daidee with Jing.. haha.. she super power lar.. keep winning most of the game.. haha.. dunno lar.. i tink i noe how to play.. but need to slowly tink lar.. hahaha!! oR else too fast hor.. i cant catch up ma~ hahz... thanks for teaching?! hahaa..

Felt like crying my hearts out NOW. I dunno is i worry too much or wad lar.. hm.. or izzit cos of him? This morning i msg him to jiayou for phy prac.. somehow he seems like he dun wan to talk too much lar.. was QUITE bothered abt it lar.. Err.. but i tink he is very stressed abt this prac lar.. so.. nvm.. i tried nt to tink of it for the whole day.. so i went to slp. but it din help cos i dreamt the scene when i was reading his msg in the morning.. hurhur.. so ironic.. wth.. I dun wan to tink so much.. really.. in my heart i keep telling myself to tink of other things.. rather den him.. but i cant? haiz.. i noe i keep saying abt this lar.. but i really CANT forget him.. it may take time.. a lot of my time.. but maybe its just a complete waste of my time to tink of him? hmm.. i dunno.. i really wan to be his friend.. i will stand by him in time of need.. but tink he wun need me cos he got lots of friends dat will stand by him rites? No need me also can. SEe.. i am tinking too much again.. TOO MUCH.