PHEW! Had a nightmare yday.. dreamt that the ger actually noe dat i like him and she came up to me and tell me to back off cos he wun like me. I was kinda blur.. cos was still wondering how the hell she noes abt this. Hmm.. den i woke up.. it seems so real.. and she has a sluty face too.. aye~ wth.. look like those drama serial.. those hu li jing.. like the "Hong Dou Nu Zhi Lian" by Zhang Na La.. aiyOhz~ tink hor.. i seriouly need to see doc liaoz.. like.. tink so much lohs.. tink some time next yr.. i will go crazy if i keep tinking abt him.. and somemore.. i hafta keep up with my sch work.. O MAN! Help me? He is now constantly in my mind... mus sing SHE's " Always on my mind" liaoz.. aye... getting out of point man.. like wth? How can i have a dream like dat?? Its quite impossible for HIM AND HER to noe rite?? hMm.. unless somebody leaked out my secret.. but sld be quite impossible also.. cos if wanna leak rite.. LONG AGO already leak liaoz lOhs.. like why wait till now rite?! hahaz... jus pray hard that it wun happen to me in real life.. or else i will cry.. CRY.. and commit sucide. YES.. Cos I like him.. more den i like anyone else.. more den i like myself.. jus like the song's title.. "Love Of My Life".. guess this song is dedicated to him.. and to me of cos.. sucha sweet song.. O God.. getting crazy.. -shakes head-