Sometimes when u wished dat it wun happen, it jus happen.
Bad news? My uncle passed away at 630pm today. I noe its gng to happen when i got the call frm my dad at around 4pm. Cos the daughter was telling my dad dat my uncle "hui guang fan zhao" yday and he talked for 2hrs. Den after dat he fell into a coma. Its so sudden. haiz~ life is short man. He dote on us, esp my sis cos he brought up my sis when she is a baby.Everyone of us is feeling so sad and my papa cried cos he and my uncle is very close. From the day my uncle got the news of him contracting cancer, my dad had been visiting him every sat, to make sure he is ok. Now, it seems all in de past. I jus hope he rest in peace. Maybe this will end his sufferings. I wish he is well n kicking alive again but i noe all this is bullshit. He will nv wake up again.

Anyway, sch is ok la. Jus feeling real slpy man.. esp during gp. was on the verge on slping when paul chow was talking. Cant help it la.. its like wad de.. its raining, sucha gd day to slp but i have to be in sch to suffer. haiz! Anyway, something real funny happened in sch today. The white vending machine hor.. it actually spitted money out. haha~ cos min was buying drink, den when she put de money, nothing came out so she pressed the "coin return" button. Den she pressed and pressed, press till lots of coins dropped out. hahah!!!! den we erms.. haha~ went to press and press. hAha!!! and when me and may pressedm two $1 coins dropped out. HAH!!!!! diaoz.. but in de end, we used the money to buy drinks la.. din kope or anything. haha~ diaoz diaoz~ weird things do happen today. haiz~

haha~ jus finish watching the channel 8 show! Wah!! damn nice k! Its so mysterious! haha~ tink i am gng to watch the whole series man. ITs like a long time since i am crazy over a 9pm show ya?? hee.. yup yupz~ shall go try to do my chem 101 freq asked reactions! haha~ and of cos.. i am waiting for my Holland V! YAY~~

haha~ decided to change my template again!!! And it succeeded?!! hahah~~ the genius me?! hAHAHAHA!!!
hee.. surprise surprise! haha! i din go sch today cos stomach pain la. hee.. den jus now went doc and doc say i suffer frm gastric flu again. like wad de?! 2nd time this yr. haiz~ dunno wads wrong man? I attempted to change my template jus now. But when i put in the tagboard, my other things wun appear so in de end, i decided to put back the original one. haha~ yupz~ msg min la.. den she told me my chem results. hah!!!! i tink i can luff my head off. 2/30. HAHA!!!! omg! i tink no one can break my record le. I mean wad de?! haha!!! I seriously wonder how am i ever gng to make it for As. NExt test is on 9th feb. I am sure gng to pass dat one loh. Den i fail my maths by 1/2mk. omy!!!! half mk also dun give me wor?!!!! so stingy!!!!!!! haha~ well.. gng to do some chem and maths~ cannot slack le. haha~ yday learned something in church. haha~

F= False
E= Evidence
A= Appearing
R= Real

Seriously, i mean.. i seems so real. hah~ Tink i am gng to benefit greatly during this whole series of planning. heee~ kkz~ shall go off to do some work!! tata~

hEHz~ i am still trying to finish up the hw lehs.. but hor.. tink when Mr Lim flip thru my work hor.. he will freaked out la.. cos its all blank?! hEe hee.. yday went hbf with cg to eat sakae sushi! *yum* hee.. but only sis jav, jean, weiyan, kaisin, norman, weijun, jiawei, ken, jeremy and zhiliang went. hmm.. but its fun la.. its very cozy.. hmm.. i mean.. yarhz.. long time dun have the feeling liao.. like u can be urself and talk and listen. I like the feeling. Its nice. But its raining sia.. heavily and i forgot to bring umbrella.. haha!!! So i took train home and reached at abt 11pm. hee. The sakae at hbF hOr.. a lil difficult to find.. hah~ its all the way inside.. near to the cruise center. Like wad de.. so far loHz.. need to walk in in in. HEe.. the unknown corner. haha~ but yday a lil sad la.. i mean.. weiyan is like.. she looked so depressed. haiz~ cos something happened at home la.. den its like.. see her like dat i also sad maNz.. den when i was talking to my sis, i cried. haiz~ feel so much for her.. yet i dunno how to talk to her... o man.. i am sucha loser..

hEhs~ anyway~ today went church~ haha~ its fun.. only me, sis jav, qin, jean, norman and weijun came. hmmz~ 7 in total.. like SO LIL. dunno wads wrong with the rest man.. so irresponsible hor? wth? dun come also dun say.. den off the fone. wad de?! after service went jp with jie and gerald and ate anderson ice cream! yum! den at home ate yu sheng and sharkfins! hee! wonderful dinner!! hah~ and of cos.. getting fatter too! hahahah!!!! i am sure looking fwd to pe?! hEhEsss

Tsk.. 3 day of cny liaoz... time like pass so fast hor? hee.. gng back to sch in 2 days time. YAWN> Piles of hw undone. -POUTS- trying my best to do the essay outlines. 7 in total. HOW CRAZY. But i noe, Paul Chow is doing it for out own gd.. so betta dun complain. HAHA.. kkz.. shall start blogging. TSK.

22nd Jan'04
hEe.. ferz day of cny. Woke up at 730am to erm, go to my uncle's hse. The moment he sees us, he cried. Haiz.. like so sad lohz.. everyone enjoying themselves, den only he, lying on the bed and fighting with the illness. haiz.. see liao also no mood to celebrate new yr. Den went home to wait for my dad's sis family to come. Collect angbaoz! HEe.. gEtting richer. hoho~ but hor.. so irritating de.. waited for dem like for 3 hrs b4 dey finally come. HAIYO. No time management de. Den finally see my cousin's gf.. haha.. whom i realised she's a malay. But she quite smart lehz.. can speak chinese. hEhz~ quite pretty? hee.. den rushed down to my grandma's hse. Its a tradition la.. i mean.. every yr also go down de loh??! haha.. ate steamboat(again) and slack for awhile. hahz.. den went home. haha~ den went to my dad's fwen hse. HAHA~ and i stoned dere for 1.5hrs man?~ Watched TV.. my jie la.. went to her bf's hse. hurmpz~ left me dere to rot!!!! hee.. den went home to ROT. hAha!!

23rd Jan'04
Woke up at 11am today. haha~ cos morning dun have any prog to go out to bai nian. hee. Its raining.. quite heavily somemore. hmm.. den watch Wu Jian Dao!!! haha~ my liang chao wei, andy lau, edison chen and Shawn Yu! Omg!!! haha~ u noe.. dey are so shuai!??! hhahaa.. was like drooling and drooling. tsk.. den dat huang qiu sheng hor.. wahz.. act till so gd!!! But he died of horrible death la.. he died cos of liang chao wei. hAiz~ and my liang chao wei, so damn shuai hao ma?! And speaking of liang chao wei, haha~ wenting once say someone looked like him. HAHA. Maybe dats one of the reason why i am drooling la. hAhaz.. den my aunty and uncle come and of cos, my lil cousin, Zac. hEHs.. den we ate yu sheng. HAha~ a lil early but nvm. Haha.. den at nite watch Wu Jian DaoII. Was drooling over edison chen. HEEEEEEEE

24th Jan'04
HEe.. my dad's fwen came jus now. hmm.. later i am gng out to hbf with cg to eat sakae. hah~ hope wun spend too much la~ haha~ and at nite shall watch Wu Jian DaoIII. hAHAH!! Liang Chao Wei!!!!!!! -drools-

YooohOoo!! HEHS... realised dat i din blog for hmm.. 3 days!! hahaz. cos very bz la.. hEee.. kkz.. now shall blog 3 days in a row kkz~ hEE...

4 Days In a Row

18th Jan'04
Whee.. morning woke up at 630am to go market to buy new yr food for CNY den went church.. den meet mummy and jie to orchard to get new year clothings. Hee.. haven buy anything except a black top. Hee.. so in de end.. i managed to buy 1 skirt, 1 pair of jeans, 1 tee and 1 pair of sneakers! hee.. yay!! Finally i find the sneakers. Its pink in colour! hee.. nice nice.. hahz.. den went to have dinner with my daddy. YUM! Like so long we had food tgt as 1 family~ hee.. cos my jie always bz la.. dats why. But hor.. when i reach home.. realised my right eye got infection!! O my God!!!! Its like RED lohz.. itchy and painful. HAIZ! Must be becos of my contact lens. haiz~ den put eyedrop loHz.. still itchy!

19th Jan'04
Hee.. went to sch.. actually the band is supposed to go down for cny concert rehearsal la.. budden hor.. i took early leave cos hee.. 1) Eye is still red and itchy. 2) lazy to stay back for 3 periods of chem tut. 3) Having a spliting headache. HEe.. dats why i took early leave.. den went home.. slp n slp n slp n slp! omy!!! haha.. cos din have proper rest this week lohz.. quite slack la this week.. like all of us dun have the mood to study den the tchers also dun have the mood to teach?? hahz.. nv do homework also nvm! hah.. den did the class duty roster thingy. Haha.. and Mr Lim is so fansinated by the fabric paint. haiz~ think he only noe abt phy stuff and these kinda things.. he quite SK abt it.. hahz!! Sorry la.. nt being mean or wad.. hahz.. but he is nice la.. he is gng to pay for all the stuff for the class NB~ hahaz..

20th Jan'04
hee.. not much happen today la.. jus dat the new year mood is here.. hahz~ no one is bothering abt anything.. hahaz.. den Paul chow also din come for lesson.. so.. I went off at 215pm to Jurong Polyclinic to see doc. Wad else.. hah~ my red eyes la.. and i waited for like 45min den go in see doc hor.. less den 2 min! Omg! feel so URGGHHH!!! Den went pharmacy to take medicine and OMG!!! the total cost is like $10.67?! I got a shock of my life man.. oMy!!!! So Ex!!! $6.67 for 1 miserable bottle of eyedrop! omg!!! Like paiseh myself cos i gave the cashier $5?? haha~ zhen diu lian. HEHZ. hee.. den actually i wanted to go JP with min dey all.. budden i ended up doing the class discussion for the LOVE FIESTA. O MY GOD. the whole bloody thing falls on the 14th Feb? Like wth? Kkz.. budden my class doing E-store la.. selling handicraft. Hope it turn out well. Tink the super act guy in my class a lil irritating hor?? like so ACT lohs.. act enthu act friendly act wadever. Jus can't stand him. HAIZ. WHY HuHZ.. always in de class with pple i dun like. Wad de.. den later.. went for band. MY God. I went for band k. hah~ play the CNY piece. And i tink it really suck? Jus dun haf the feel anymore?? The feeling i had back in Crescent? Its like.. dunno how to explain la. hahz~ Play for 1 hr plus den went to see my uncle. Haiz.. tink he cannot make it le.. he needs to live on oxygen tank and he cannot talk anymore and he cannot eat anymore le. I dun dare to talk to him?? Cos i scared later he will cry den i will cry too? haiz.. dunno la.. see him in tis state jus saddens me man. Why God wan to take away sucha gd man? Is this a joke or wad? HAiz.. den in de end.. i reach home at 9pm. YAWN.

21st Jan'04
Hee.. today is CNY EVE!!! HEe.. happy happy!! Went sch for 2 periods of lesson. Phy and chem lect. How stupid can the sch gets man. Concert put on 31st jan. HAiz~ make us purposely come back for a stupid concert?? If i din perform.. i confirm pon de. Like wTh??? haiz~ but nvm. Took pic with min dey all with my digital cam but batt went flat after 3pic?? And actually can take 4 la.. but xuan xuan keep ka-jiao-ing la.. den it went flat? haiz~ nvm.. den after dat, went JP with bounce, net jing and jing's fwen. Hahz~ ate at MOS den went shop with net cos bounce and jing went to do their last min cny shopping. Bought 2 pairs of earrings!! haha~ so cute lehs!! got 1 pair is fork and spoon de!! haha~ and 1 pair is flower de! hahaz.. cute!! haha.. den went home and do spring cleaning! hahz~ den had reunion dinner lohs~ STEAMBOAT! YUM!!!! hee.. den now so full! hahz~ HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PPLE!! hahz.. Take more ang paos kk!!! GONG XI FA CAI!!!! HAHz!!!!

Three things that scare me:
1: Being ignored by the ones i love
2: Cockroaches
3: Eating alone

Three people who make me laugh:
1: My friends
2: HIM
3: My own lame jokes?? haHz!!!

Three Things I love:
1: Love
2: Flowers especially Sunflowers
3: Food

Three Things I hate:
1: When pple accused me of doing something i did nt do
2: Being alone
3: When pple talk to me when i am in a bad mood

Three things I don't understand:
1: Why I even like him in de ferz place
2: Why does schs exist
3: Why I am so fat? -SOBZ-

Three things on my desk:
1: files + Papers + notes
2: all my color pens
3: tys. Food. HAh!

Three things I'm doing right now:
1: Typing
2: tinking how much ang pao i am gng to get this yr
3: talking to wenting and joy on MSN

Three things I want to do before I die:
1: Tell him I like him and my friends dat i love dem all
2: Tell my kins where are all my $$, my password and my insurance(if any)
3: See JAY???!!!

Three things I can do:
1: Dreaming
2: Watch TV ALL DAY
3: Online for the whole day. HAhz

Three ways to describe my personality:
1: Crappy and lamer
2: Can have a real bad pms
3: Lazy

Three things I can't do:
1: talking to him face to face
2: jump a 2m for standing board jump
3: getting aslp in 3min. HEHS



I did it in 19 seconds.
I deserved an A-!!
Take the How Dexterous Are You? Quiz!!

Stupid day. Really stupid day. Morning had maths test. STUPID. I tink outta 25mks can only get a most 6mks. Wad shit is tis man. k la.. partially its my own fault la.. cos hor.. haha.. i din study also la.. sorta gave up on functions la.. so.. heHs.. guess Mrs Out-of-tune will be shocked to see my results bah?? Den went mac with Min to haf breakfast. haha.. ate hotcake and i broke my record! haha~ finish the whole maple syrup! haha~ its nice!!! But min say it tasted horrible. But i still tink it tasted GREAT! hee.. Hmm.. den went back for band prac. So shitty??! Legend frm yao dun have a.sax part and j-pop hits is like dey gimme de wrong score and i am playing the tsax score and and the tpt score. SUPER DIAOZ. Den j1 came and GREAT?! No one frm my section play saxo b4 and this means dat i hafta reteach the whole thing again??!! O man.. got this guy frm swiss.. i mean.. he is nt frm band la.. frm CO last time.. like so wasted??! Swiss band so gd den he dun join? Tink he also a lil irritating la. Wad de?? haha.. kkz. nvm.. its like.. i sld be patient and nice to dem. haiz.. dats me. I will be nice. hahhahaa.. but.. I AM NICE WAD! haha.. kkz.. den went for cell grp meeting. Hmm.. ferz cgm of the yr la... hee.. i was a lil late cos something happened in sch la.. cried in sch b4 i went for cgm? K.. dun be shocked pple.. i seldom cry.. but it doesnt mean i dun cry? Rite.. dun wish to talk abt it but i still hope it will be ok lohs?? yahz.. but anyway.. cgm is ok.. felt really inspired by WeiJun( this guy frm my cg). Its like.. he is only sec 4.. but the perserverance in hm is so much stronger? YES.. and he is aiming all A1s in his sub? like OmG??! So cool manz.. hEe.. well.. i sld be like him hor?? His love for God is really strong manz? Mus be like him manz.. Hmm.. shall go do hw after i blog manz.. its like.. HW.. piling up b4 CNY. HAHA.. Wad de.. hEEe...

Saw this SARS SONG... its in chinese...ahhaa~ its nice.. click here kkz... -TAIWAN-

Hmm.. din blog yday cos need to study for phy~ haha.. phy assignment is ok la.. but a lil difficult for one of da qn lehs.. dunno la.... today is nt any better la.. need to study for maths.. haha~ Functions and Power Series. Haha~ no need to study liao la.. gng to fail it man.. functions hor.. wad domain wad range -_____- dun even understand wad de hell izzit talking abt manz.. hahaz.. and hmm.. hEs.. dun care la.. can do den do.. cannot do den dun do la! (Someone told me this la~ haha) Went to complain to Mdm Goh today cos Min dey all dun have their power series assignment back lohs.. den was telling her how bad is Mrs Leong. HAHA!!! O my~ sound so evil hor?? haha.. Hmm... ran 2.4km yday and did some stupid excercies.. omg~ now my hands and legs hurt like shit. Hahz~ muscle is growing!! hEHsss.. O man~ really dun like Mrs Leong lEhs.. gng to fail maths manz.. haiz~ wth.. Went Big Bookshop with Min and jing to buy the stuff for the class NB. haHz.. tink its gng to be done ny us again lohs and Mr Lim actually wan to pay the materials for us.. haiz~ so nice man.. Saw this survey frm Joy's blog~ hahaz~ dun mind arh Joy~ heee..

1. [wallet] haha~ got 2.. one yellow and one brown one.. hEHs

2. [hairbrush] GRr.. its grey... i keep forgetting to buy the pink one!

3. [toothbrush] Colgate.

4. [jewellery worn daily] I used to wear earrings?? haha~ but was too lazy to put it on.. so i only wear it on special occasions la.

5. [pillow cover] Blue and white clouds with meh meh on it!

6. [blanket] RED! hahah~ sew by my auntie!!!

7. [coffee cup] hah~ got 3.. shared by my mum and sis

8. [sunglasses] Gonna get 1 soon!

9. [underwear] ehs... *PRIVATE*

10. [cologne/perfume] the Shiseido " energising fragrance", BodyShop " White Mask"

11. [CD in stereo right now] hmm.. Jay's "YE HUI MEI"

12. [tattoos] none. hanna( is it spell liddat?! haha) counted??

13. [piercings] normal la.. one on each ear

14. [what you are wearing now] Bra, panty, Crescent PE tee and blue shorts

16. [in my mouth] HALLS grape sweet

17. [in my head] Power Series, Differtiation and functions. HAIZ

18. [after this] STudy and STUDY!

19. [fetishes] *scratches head*

20. [if you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for wad]] Obviously, dere are so many pple i wan to kill now. Of cos 1st on list it will be bloody Lee Cheng Leng, den Mrs Leong, den dat witch, my class boys, hmm..

21. [person you wish you could see right now] Now? hmm.. of cos its de ONE la. DUHZ. I jus wish he will appear in front of me now

22. [is next to you] Lots of papers and pens. hAha

23. [name some of your favourite movies] Lord of the Ring. Notting Hill! yay!

24. [something you're looking forward to] the time after 'A's! haha~ though its like 10mths away! haha

25. [the last thing you ate] chicken cutlet! Wheeeee

26. [something you are deathly afraid of] being rejected by the one i love

27. [do you like candles] Ok la.

28. [do you like incense] Its ok.. jus dun light it when i am slping. haha

29. [do you like the taste of blood] How u noe i always drink my blood??! hahaha

30. [do you believe in love] Sure..

31. [do you believe in soul mates] Yupz

32. [do you believe in love at first sight] Well.. Isnt it happening to me now?? but of cos.. i took a long time b4 i confirm my feelings for ERHEM

33. [can you eat with chopsticks] YES! And i can hold it in a proper way! hahaha

34. [what are some of your favourite candies] haha... hmm.. anything la..

35. [what's something that you wish people would understand] hmm.. understand not all pple are gd in phy maths and chem. HAHAHAA


First things First

[my name is]: Lai Meng

[in the morning i am]: Trying my best to run to sch??! haha!!! Cos i tot i am gng to late.

[all i need is]: God's love, my friends, and him to noe

[love is]: like a rainbow. hard to keep it dere. Nice to see.. colourful.. but will start fading away

[i dream about]: someone who tell me to give up on him. wtH


Favourites

[colour]: Pink.. purple, sliver

[number]: 7

[subjects]: Lit!! I realised how much i love Lit after O levels! hahah!!! ANd chem before the yr of 2003. HAHAHA

[clothing brand]: hmm.. dunno??? Oh~ i wear Gucci, Prada blahz

[shoe brand]: Nike, elle, bata, pedal Works

[sport to play]: Badminton and i wan to learn soccer?! hahaha

[drink]: Coffee!! haha

[animal]: Hamster.. tortise!!!

[line from a movie]: EHS................................................. * TRY TO TINK*

[band]: Crescent Symphonic Band, JJ BANd, Tokyo Kosei, Hyden band(hee), and some band.


Have you ever..

[pictured your crush naked]: Oh yes.. So SEXY -.-"

[actually seen your crush naked]: haa!! I wish *making a wish now*

[had sex]: Hahaa.. female or male?? I am a female.. HAHAHA

[made love]: stupid QN???

[been in love]: err.. yahz.. SURPRISED???!!

[cried when someone died]: YahZ.. like DUHZ

[lied]: haha~ yes


Who..

[makes you laugh the most]: Shumin, angel, jocelyne, jaslyn, may, joy, toy, jing, bounce, net, ying, eliz, blaHZ

[makes you smile]: Friends. Dey make my day and of cos.. ******

[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: haha.. hmm.. my class? My ex-bandmates.

[has a crush on you]: rites..

[easiest to talk to]: Maybelline? Shumin?


Do you ever..

[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to i.m you]: haha.. no. Normally i will msg ferZ la.. hahah!!!!

[save aol/aim conversations]: err.. i tot its auto save one??? hahaa

[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: hAha.. no.. i enjoy being a girl!

[cry because of someone saying to you]: hmm.. when my dad say why i black face to him when i am jus feeling tired. I hate it when he say dat.. so i will start crying??! haha.. dumb


Have you ever..

[fallen for your best friend]: Err?? My best friend is a ger??!

[been rejected]: On the verge. haha

[rejected someone]: YES.. HAHA

[used someone]: haha?? like how?

[done something you regret]: Yes.. but wads de pt of saying??!


Who was the last person you..

[talked to on the phone]: Shumin???! Cos ask her which part of de market she is at now??! hahaa

[hugged]: No one.

[you instant messaged]: HuH?

[you laughed with]: Shumin and Jing on our way to buy stuff


Do you / are you

[smoke cigarettes]: NAHZ. I HATE PPLE WHO SMOKE OK?!

[obsessive]: mAybe a lil with band but not now

[could you live without the computer]: HAHA!! NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *GRAB COMPUTER*

[trust others way too easily]: YESH

[drink alcohol]: hahaa.. yes

[like watching sunrises or sunset]: Yesh.. i like the color of de sky!! So nicee

[how many peeps are on your buddylist]: a lot

[what's your favourite food]: Ice cream.. jus cant resist it

[fruit]: Guava! haha

[what hurts the most]: words la


Number..

[of times i have had my heart broken]: uncountable.

[of hearts u have broken]: ehz.. haha

[of continents I have lived in]: 1

[of drugs taken illegally]: Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

[of tight friends]: 5

[of cds that i own]: alot??

[of scars on my body]: haha~ alot lehs

[of things in my past that i regret]: haha.. SHRUGS

[cats or dogs]: none

[1 or 2 pillows]: 1 pillow.

[with or without ice cubes]: see la..

[top or bottom]: TOP!

[winter/spring/summer/fall]: Summer

[night or day]: Night

[gloves or mittens]: mittens! hahaa

[dressed or undressed]: Dressed

[bunk or waterbed]: Waterbed

[mtv or vh1]: HAHAA

[ocean or pool]: Ocean.

[love or lust]: Love

[silver or gold]: Silver.

[diamonds or pearls]: Diamonds.


If you could..

[move anywhere]: lets migrate to Venice!

[meet one famous person]: Jay CHOU!!!!

[live with one person the rest of your life]: ehs..

[name one thing you love]: My saxophone la!

[name one thing that embarrasses you]: when i stain my skirt?!


Lastly..

[do you like school]: YEs N no

[do you like to talk on the telephone]: Maybe

[do you like to dance]: k la

[do you sing in the shower]: If i am feeling happy, i do

[do you think cheerleading is a sport]: YES!

[what's on your ceiling]: wad else apart frm my lights???

Opps.. its like 620pm and i haven start on my maths! hee.. shall stop here!! Whee.. see ya!

I am so sick of everything. Everything in my life seems to crash down on me. Rite now. At this moment, when i am having lots of difficulties trying to cope with my sch work. A levels is coming in like a FEW more months.. and mind you, everyone seems to be working hard now.. and except me??! Still borrowing hw frm my friends to copy and the tchers tink dat i did my work?! O my! Guilty lohZ?! But nvm.. test results will show everything.. Everything will come to past. Ritez. My uncle suffered frm cancer since laz yr.. its like his condition had became better for the past few weeks and this morning.. 4am.. the wife called my dad and say my unlce is hospitalised.. cos he can't breath. And the doc say its no cure now. ABSOLUTELY no cure. RiteZ.. its like.. he is sucha gd person.. dun smoke dun drink and he actually tio cancer lOhz.. like WtH?! Even the meanest pple on earth also din tio and he tio?! Really scared dat he will leave us. Its like.. he is waiting for the time to come now? Nutting can help him.. he have to put on oxygen mask and inject morphine. Its like.. same as Anita Mui.. exactly the same signs manz.. O my..

Today had band.. performed at the concourse la.. its ok.. seriously.. it sounded ok.. except Abba Gold?? tot is sounded sucky?? But WELCOME is nice.. hahz~ can i say i din flop my solo like i always did??! Was freaking out manz.. And Mr Leng actually rised his tHumBz!!! Yay! But well.. gd things had to come to an end. Mr Leng talked to us after dat and gave all of us a shocked la. I mean.. i had expected it to happen one day.. but nt now. No.. nt now?? When we are actually playing up to some standards?? He say he mite be leaving us.. 80% confirmed cos the new tcher I/C din approve of wad he had agreed with Ms Lim dat time??! His pay and the prac he wanted to be changed is all NOT gng to happen. Like WTHZ! Mdm Lee is jus another sickening pig.. like the bloody Mrs Khan in Crescent. SO LAZY. As a tcher I/C, u are supposed to think for the student and not for yourself ok? U can be so lazy.. saying dat u dun wan to stay back till so late at nite jus cos u wan to go home early. Dun be such a pig ok? We love Leng ok? Its u who forces him to go. NOT US. U will nv understand how we feel ok? Put yourself in our shoes and maybe u will noe how we will feel. U are a student once.. can't u jus understand how desperate we are??! We can't do anything yet we wan everything in our ways. Its jus too unfair!! Its nt dat our band is a VERY gd band?! A change of conductor wun make a diff??! its NT?! W need him ok? Really really need his help??! He noes us better??! Not like u ok? You were nv once in band. Will u noe how we feel NOW?! NOW. FREAK OFF man. We dun need you as our teacher I/C! Wads so great abt u man? JUs some retarded pig frm the hell. Wad luck! *Sorry?! I sounded crude? I am jus too irritated by the BLOODY ASSHOLE TEACHER OK?!*

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Hmm.. had a Long Long day today.. actually i can go home at 3pm de.. den haf band prac at 530pm.. like wth??! Mus wait so long.. so in de end.. i went mac with min+jing+bounce to eat. Ok la.. hahaaz.. hmm.. ate and ate.. haiz~ so fat liaoz still eat hor! hahz.. its a sin man.. dUmb. den went back to sch and open the band room.. hah~ cos i am de ferz to end sch la.. de keys hor.. wah lao! So many damn keys loHZ.. nv take out those dat are nt needed.. like how stupid can it be? I had to try every key to see which one is the key to open each door. Sucha big bunch of bloody keys man. *#&*&@)()()(@#)*Q#)*Q)_Q&!#_)!#_(#IE(@)(@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Had PE today.. tot its gng to be MR tay sia~ and heng la.. got Ms Choo.. budden~ she is nt dat gd either la.. cos she likes to make pple run alot.. and i hate running. Can tell me to do anything but nt running. Den today she make us run 2 rds warm-up.. den do some stretching excercises.. den do till now my elbows are.. got the track patterns. *roll eyes* haiz.. basically its like dat loHS.. my life is jus like dat.. dun haf da feelings to do anything now. Life is jus so plain?! So dead??? Omg.. Can't believe i actually daydream abt him during maths lect. My god.. can't believe this is happening lohs.. GET OUT OF MY LIFE MAN!!!

Wheee.. din blog for the past 2 days.. haha.. was very busy la.. hmm.. went indoor stadium on Sat and Sun.. woahz.. its like totally exhausted liaoz.. and today still haf chem test.. wahahz.. so dumb. Saturday is He Yao Sun's concert.. hmm.. i went cos i got free tic? hEHs.. Sis Jav BLESSED me de. But the concert is alrite.. nutting evangelistic though.. i mean.. HEY! its jus a normal singer's concert lohs?? hEee.. lotsa pple dun like her la.. i mean.. dere is nutting i can saY rite?? It's ur own preference. yah.. den Sunday. Combine service at indoor! Yay! its like years since we had one in indoor.. hmm.. it rocks?! the praise and worship is niceee!! haiz.. the atmosphere is gd! hmm.. city harveters rocks?! HEHS! hmm.. den i went home.. WAH~ den its like raining cats and dogs.. aiyohz.. den haf shuttle bus to kallang mrt. haha~ By the time i got onto the bus.. i was all wet*yucks* And those poor ushers.. hafta shelters the pple to the bus.. and dey are wet frm head to toes.. poor things..

hEHs~ today is ok la.. jus dat sch ended at 515pm. haha~ kinda sian.. last 3 periods is chem tutorials.. and MIND YOU.. its 3 periods and 3 periods is like 2hrs 15 mins!!! O my! I am so proud of myself?? Really din noe how did i survive loHs.. ok la.. was "fighting" and "luffing" my way thru with min~ haha~ bet during parent meeting hor.. azmi is gng to say i am nt serious during tut class le.. but who cares?! heh.. den ayes.. the chem test.. its like.. so dead???!! My organic chem hor.. whole thing blank lehs.. haha~ tink i can at most get less den 10mks~ haiz~ Azmi gng to kill me!!! Lalala~ hmm.. feeling tired.. tml got band frm 530 to like 8pm?! damn???!!! tml my lesson end at 3pm lohs?! Like WTH! O my! still deciding whether to go or nt.. it all depends on how TIRED i am after PE. hahaz.. duMbz.. phyco tay.. hURMPS.. ayes.. Eugene gng in to NS tml.. i am sure gng to miss him man.. my dearest bro.. haiz~


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haha.. change to Perfect by Simple Plan. Highly recommended by Maybelline LAST TIME. AHhaa.. Now den i rem got this song la.. haha.. cant blame me.. os i am nt into eng songs except Clay Aiken? hehs.. Still doing phy.. hahaz.. dumbz.. haiz.. haven start on my chem lohs.. this time is really die cham cham... dunno la.. already half given up on my chem man.. USED to be my fave sub la.. haha.. well well.. din go for band.. cos fever came back.. hmm.. at night i still hafta go some concert le.. hmm.. hope i will be ok.. hEHS.. Well.. shall cont doing phy le.. Maybe i can do a lil cL.. hEhs.. cannot dui bu qi lao shi la.. hAh~ wadEver.. wad a responsible Cl rep*roll eyes*

hEHs.. i finished my maths!! hEh!!! Or sld i say.. i copied finished my maths!! hOrray! 1 hw down! Hoho! hee.. now i am doing phy la.. muz finish by today no matter wad. My god.. my whole body is aching.. esp my legs.. tink got muscle pull.. den its like wan to cramp dun cramp. GREAT. how to have pe on tues?! dAmn. The results of nt excersing during hols. hEhs.. fever subsided le! yay! but i scared it will come back tml.. my gosh.. and tml band.. dunno can go or nt.. later mummy kill me if i go.. haiz.. Sometimes i tink i spent too much time on band.. but the time is WASTED totally. Seriously speaking.. i din learn anything at all.. or maybe sld i say.. i am LAZY dats why i din learn anything. hAiz.. shall build up my tone and stuff.. or else i am so gng to malu myself in front of j1.. ie. if dere is any j1 dat wans to join the band la.

hmm.. sch is ok.. at least phy is nt so boring. HAh! maybe its cos mr lim din do much talking today.. but we presented the tut ans la.. tink his strategy is better den mr yong's la.. haha~ dunno la.. Mr lim is a nice guy.. feel so bad abt luffing at him.. but sometimes i can't help it la.. haha~ esp when i am sitting beside min and net. hEHs.. His phrase like.. "fRowing, men-suring, accurachi" haha!!! O-no! hope me lim wun read this.. or else i will get blacklisted! ahhah!!! *opps*

Wrote gp essay today.. haha?! DuMb. Only managed to write like 1 piece of paper!!! This time i am so gonna fail it.. its definitely nt enuff time la.. dat stupid paul chow.. gave us less den 1.5 hrs lohs.. like hOW to write a proper essay!!!!! gRrr.. let him suan liao la..*roll eyes*

Hmm.. things are happening quick.. friends of mine seem stress over lotsa things.. relationship.. sch work.. family.. haiz.. wish i cld help dem.. but sometimes.. things are nt in my control rite? I also got my won share of probs.. like sch.. relationships.. damn.. sometimes i jus tink its a waste of time.. like thinking abt him when i noe he wun like me.. haha.. rite.. tink i can't get myself out le.. its jus soo.. hmm.. i mean.. i feel so irritated with myself at times.. hmm.. say wan to forget.. den in de end.. I CAN'T. Its so.. CRAZY.. SO DUMB. Yahz.. dats me.. i wish i can let him read this. hAHZ.. but i will nv have the courage to do so la.. like so wad if he read loHs. rite?!

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Latest news at 2210hrs: I am having fever! Oman! I knew it.. feeling hot and having headache in sch.. feeling cold.. din take dat as a sign of fever. Back home.. slp and slp.. damn.. and everyone is asking me whether i got visit SARS affected countries? I am like no???!!?! the furthest i had gone to is Sentosa??!!! Or maybe.. Bedok jetty??!! My God?! Will dEy take me as a SARS case and great?! Later i kena qurantined?! O no! den the whole sch will thank me cos hahah!!! all of dem will get qurantined?! My GOD! *YELLS!*

OMg omg!! I jus woke up 1.5hrs ago??!!! I slept at 630pm and woke up at 8pm!!! Actually i only wanted to wake up at 7pm la.. but hor.. HAHA! I jus couldn't climb outta bed. Hee... its like.. hmm.. tired+tired+tired. Cos sch ended at 430pm... haha.. the last 3periods was jus basically slacking periods la.. cos the out-of-tune tcher is on course.. den chinese.. we wrote essay.. but i only managed to write 4lines. HEH. The topic so cheem.. somemore.. i am having a SPLITING HEADACHE and i tink my gastric flu is coming back lohs.. omg... jus kill me man.

Hmm.. PE was horrible. 2periods and heng arh! We tio Ms Leo! HEh.. my j1 tcher also.. she is nice la.. hEHs.. but today.. we ran 3rds for warm-up. DEn.. some dunno wad stretching.. jump on chair de.. den ran 2 rds again.. 1st round i tink i reached around 215sec den 2nd round i also reach at 215sec. Heh.. I puked. ahaha.. ran till i puke.. so horrible.. hate the timing thingy.... i rather dey tell us to run 5 rounds.. at least nt so bad.. and now.. after i woke up.. i can feel my whole body is aching. And mind u.. its the WHOLE BODY. My gawd. Wonder how am i gng to survive tml. hAha.. Walking down the stairs is a chore tml. HAHA! SAVE mEeeeeee!!!!

Aiyohz.. tink i very slack lehs.. its like.. all my hw are piling up! Actually got phy assignment.. chem test and maths NA tut.. now add one more cL essay! my gawd!!! *Scream*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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hmm.. had band prac today.. duno why.. ting and km are pissed.. damn pissed.. nv see ting like dat b4.. haiz... played the songs and it sounded lyk shit. Bloody shit lohs.. i duno why the band cannot like play properly loh? Nt as if i play very nice la.. but it really haiz.. cannot make it lohs? I wonder how the j1s are gng to join us.. we, as senoirs.. already have this kinda attitude loh? den wad abt the j1? Like dammit? tot wad Leng had talk to us.. we wld at least improve.. but i jus dunno why the band is more slack den ever loh?? Can't dey jus put in jus a lil bit more effort to improve? dUnno la.. tink wad leng had said is really a waste of his effort and time. Now i can only sit and see wad the leaders are gng to do abt it le.. horrible*shakes head*

Blogger's prob is finally solved! ahah!! i can finally see my blog le! haha!!! yay! hee.. kkz.. doing my phy tut now.. kinda sian cos i see it has got sooo many parts to the qn! haha.. so lemme do a short blog man! haha.. hmm.. its ok today.. jus feel dat the time table is very boliao.. frm Lt5 go rm 206 den go back Lt5 den go rm 206 den go Lt5 again. Cannot be more dumb den this.. went lt5 for 3times.. alternate periods somemore? I really wonder how the person did the planning man? Really DuMb lehs. Yup.. finally get tot talk to him yday! haha!! fEeling so happy lohs.. like he disappear for so long den can finally see him.. haha.. yahz.. crap here.. and he keep shoo-ing me off to do my work. And so i did la.. went off at 11pm.. intended to do phy.. but in the end.. i only did 1qn and i fell aslp! hahah!!! duMB!!!! Shall not tell him.. or else he will scold me de. HEe.. *hAppY* hMm.. basically dats all lohs.. tml got band.. ayes.. still tinking whether to go nt.. ha.. but i will la.. cos no electricity tml.. hahah!!!! Shall stay in sch lohs! hahaha~

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*yawn* today is a LONG LONG day mAn.. 515pm den sch end.. omg. hEhs.. last 3 periods is chem. Supposedly to be chem prac la.. but hor.. the labs still dun under renovation, so hafta go for theory ferz. How boring. hEHs.. Mr Azmi rallie changed alot man.. became stricter and hmm.. he gave us a long long lecture abt wad he EXPECT frm us. Haiz.. can really feel the stress building up le. hmm.. and next week.. so many tests coming up! Chem test on energectics, equilibra and organic chem.. haiz.. dunno how am i gng to pass man.. a lil regret abt cont my studies in jc le?! but nvm.. guess its part and puzzle of jc2 life bahz. Hmm.. abt my maths tcher. OMG. Can't believe its MRS LEONG?! OMGOMG! YES.. its dat out-of-tcher. My gAwD. She can't teach.. its like.. when she teach.. i luff.. nt i mean larhs.. its like.. she is really out of tune when she speaks wad. haha!! ok.. how am i gng to pass my maths man.. nvm.. self kao zhi ji! HEH! den tink mr lim can't take lect??? When he take lect.. i will fall aslp? hahah... CMI lEhs.. tink all my tchers are cmi.. seriously gng to fail my As man.. hah~

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hmm.. jus finish watching huan Zhu gege.. hmm.. very touching man.. the tai-hou and the huang-hou are jus big time meanies. So evil esp the huang-hou. To think Ziwei actually spoke up for her and now she is so wang en fu yi man. haiz.. and de princesses got beaten up.. as well as the maids and servants. So poor thing.. Stupid Rong momo.. tried to rip off the han-xiang's clothes.. i mean wads wrong with wearing huiju's clothes and somemore.. the emperor had given her the permission man. Like Wth? SO ANGRY. hEh.. Well.. its jus a show.. hmm.. bought a digital cam!! YAY! hEHe.. Easy to use.. like how it was promoted.. hahah.. pple like me.. who is err.. quite retarded towards using high-tech stuff will jus love it! hEHe.. But the colours is nice.. everything is nice.. hmm.. haha.. finally got a digital cam.. no need to use the antique cam le!!! hEhE!!! Rite.. He is still nt here.. lalaLA.. maybe he is gone.. GONE WITH THE WIND. Hope he dun dun back. HEh. Shall start doing WoRk now.. but do u noe my heart is still with him? *WAKE UP* Mus slap myself man=x

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Hmm.. the person i wan to talk to is nt here.. but those whom i dun wan to talk to keep talking to me. HOW IRRITATING. haha.. he is nt here since yday.. wonder where had he gone.. but i shall nt let him bother me.. NO WAY. I am still trying hard to complete my phy.. haiz.. hope i can do my ideal gas. hEh.. or else ting will kill me la! whaha..

hEh.. ting teaching me phy now.. hAha.. he have to start it all over again.. dunno how much blood he will lose this yr? hAh! thAnK u tiNg?! My FoC tutor.. hEhe.. Actually suppose to do hw today.. but i am tired.. yes.. tired.. gasteric flu nt yet recover.. having bad headache.. din go for band for spring cleaning.. haiz.. din go for ac concert.. tink chng will hate me.. o no! haha.. nvm.. will try to finish up as many hw as possible lohs.. like.. this is the only thing i can do as my part rite... hee

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Aye! today is the 1st day of sch.. got lotsa changes man.. like the canteen.. hmm.. became brighter and more spacious? haha.. but dere were no stalls? No stalls=no food. bLeahz.. haha.. and dat blady koh had asked the caterer to come to sell us food. hee.. but i din eat any la.. see liao i wanted to vomit lehs.. haha.. as in.. i am having a real bad stomachache now.. and i vomitted. Dunno wads wrong la.. but tink its quite bad.. cos yday midnite stomach already pain liaoz.. hm.. den had assembly lohs~ haha.. and koh talk and talk.. and so long nv stand liaOz.. can feel the legs breaking! haha.. nonsense! hee hee.. den went to class.. and realised our CT is nt Mdm Goh anymore?! My CT now is MR Lim Chee Seng.. and he is also my phy tcher. tot is mr Oh lohs.. haiz~ but nvm.. he seems nice.. but well.. cannot judge a book by its cover lohs. hahz.. den Shumin became the vice-class rep! haha.. yay! hahhaa.. nonsense... and de guys actually wanted junjie to be the classrep?!!?! Nt i mean or wad la.. but he can't even talk properly lohs?! HOw to u expect him to lead the class well.. my class boys.. a bunch of ignorant kids. So in the end.. JiaChuan became the class rep la.. though we wanted kenneth. Got some new faces frm s22. hm.. dey seems ok? But also.. cannot judge a book by its cover YET! wHAha.. hmm.. den my cL tcher.. so old.. haiZ~ all white hair liaoz.. was telling us for the whole period why we sld learn CL? Heng heng din get back the old witch arhs! OR else arhs.. confirm die de lohs.. but dun care abt dat ferz.. aha.. den gp.. change GP tcher also!?! I Wan back MS YAP! but in the end.. become MR PAUL CHOW. He very straightforward lehs.. haiz~ dun give pple face la.. but nvm.. hope he can teach pple. HAha.. but he keep boasting of his past? haha.. den did class discussion. *roll eyes* and i tink i am gng to have heart attack soon? So horrible. Den i tink my maths tcher is the Mrs Chia.. the lecturer of the numerical analysis.. tink she is quite gd la.. but nearly fall aslp during her lect today. *opps* hee hee.. den chem.. Mr Amzi is the only tcher dat gng to teach us again.. how sad.. I miss mdm goh.. ms yap.. but i dun miss dat witch and mr yong.. haha.. dumbz! hahaha.. hope dey wun change my time table lehs.. the time table quite slack! haha.. today end at 1245pm! hee.. but monday can die.. 515pm den end.. but heng its chem prac.. if its GP or wadevr.. jus kill me man! hahaha.. den went to cut my hair! haha.. new hairstyle.. haha.. and the hairdresser washed my hair.. hmm.. hee hee.. quite shuang la!! haha...... Love my hair.. but a lil bit man fan?! Cos cannot tuck back.. duMbz! hahaa.. Hope my life will be gd.. but got lotsa hw to pia now! whee!!! and i feel like puking again.. hahaha

ehs.. the stupid blogger is killing me.. its nt working.. or has thw website close down? hahz... *wonder* But neway! happy new year!! haha!!! finally 2003 is over man! So many things had happen in 2003.. let me intro one by one ya??

jan to march-----> was basically slacking at home? haha.. was posted to OI.. den err.. din wan to go... cos its far and err.. dunno how to go! hahah.. nonsense~ hee.. den was trying to look for a job~ bt no one wans to employ me. haha~ den mid feb.. got back Os results..got 17pts.. quite disappointing cos can't get into SA.. so choose the bloody JJ as 1st choice. Gave up my only chance to appeal.. cos its err.. quite no use.. but well.. i totally regretted it? like really lohs~ REGRET. But nvm.. can't be help anymore.. den pon orientation.. but pon 1.5 days.. hah~ and due to SARS.. sch closure!! YAY! for like 14days?! hahaa.. was slacking even more.. hahaha.. March.. Memorial mth.. went for some concert.. saw him.. and fell in love with him instantly.. maybe its jus admire la.. hahz.. den nv really tink much of him.. hahaa

April-May---> Joined band and had to prac HARD for SYF. haha.. stayed back to prac everyday till 7pm 8pm like dat to prac.. its like WOAH! nv prac till so late lohs?? and jj finally got the sliver!!! hee.. the fruit of labour.. and thru this.. made a lot of gd friends.. like joce.. regina.. yuslizah.. emily.. km.. yupZ~ thanks for all the lil things u all had taught me. And not forgetting Angel! My dear senior.. frm all the way back to crescent?! hee hee.. love her.. haha~ Met him again at VCH..this time during syf.. got a better upclose look at him.. he seems so shuai? So cute. And this time.. I am still nt touch.. cos i tink to myself.. most prob i wun see him again.

June---> June hols! haha.. and haf MEMOIR VII on 14th June.. heh.. its fun!! All of us were working tgt to put up this concert.. all the hard work.. and all the scoldings.. hee.. and had band camp 3 days b4 the concert.. hee.. quite lotsa things happen.. but i love it? haha.. and on the concert day itself.. ey.. things did nt go well.. but hey! at least we did our best!!! haha.. saw lotsa my friends.. and hmmz.. he came for the concert. This time.. i tink i really went crazy. hahaz.. he look so... i can't help but keep staring at him. haha.. and frm dat day onwards.. I tink i went nuts over him.

July-Sept---> Went for SYF finals at esplanade. haha.. Saw him again and err.. yah.. was EXCITED. was worrying for him la.. cos err.. of certain reasons.. den went for the botanics garden to support jade dey all! haa.. Love it.. its so cool! hee.. den got back the 1st progress report.. and i failed all my subs except GP and CL! hahaa.. nonsense~ got OFF.. hah~ so proud of it! hahhaa!!!! See the budding friendship of me and my classmates.. but see the true colors of some sucky pple in my class too.. *roll eyes* Also.. get to noe my bandmates better.. pple like wenting, vik, siyi, jiamao~ haha.. thanks pple, for making a difference in my life.

October-Nov---> Had promos! haha~ something i dun look fwd to.. cos its so cmi! haha... and in the end.. i pass.. 1A 2AO.. hah!! had to retake the re-exam.. and i passed of cos! gng to j2! hee hee.. thanks for all the support my friends had given my during this period of time. hahz.. Especially Wenting.. giving me free tuition.. w/o ur help.. i noe i wun pass my exams de.. thank u!!!!!! Had band fest frm 26th to 31 Nov. hah!! Pon the 2nd day.. but it was fun.. was in Hyden.. get to noe lotsa pple and this tj guy.. -shakes head- can't stand him. haha.. shall nt elaborate.. hahz.. and yupz! performed at ESPLANADE! haha!!! its so fun lohs!!! hah!! It rocks man!

Dec---> Bz bz.. had to prepare for NOEL. aye.. in the end.. lotsa things happen la.. and so.. din enjoy much.. haha~ shall nt elaborate too! hah.. and wan to tell LENG.. i will work hard no matter wad. hee.. Accepted Christ again.. i backslided cos of my ex-cg~ haiz~ thank god i accepted christ again.. Xmas celebration rocks! Yupz.. and i met Jaslyn's friend in church which made me go gaga over him.. we seems so fated with one another.. rite.. shall nt elaborate man.. haha.. and yday.. we had thanksgiving at THE BAYSHORE PARK. some function room in a condo! haha... so cool~ got lotsa prezzie and sis jav actually blessed me with a $79 Sun's lonely travel concert tic?! Was so shocked lohs?! haha.. Den in the end.. the whole thanksgiving thingy ended late.. so err.. was walking to bedok jetty at 1156pm.. hah!! so in the end.. countdown by the big canal lohs~ like wth?! hahaa.. but nvm.. 2004 will be a better year.. haha!!! But hor.. he nv wish me happy new yr. Like so disappointed?! Was anticipating his sms.. but nahz~ he din msg me! haiz~ nvm.. shall nt tink of him.. shall let GOD lead me thru this prob. yupz~ dats abt all.. I love u guys~ my new cg, E198, my class 03s16( yes.. change class nest yr-.-), my family, my dearest clique of friends( joy, may, zhen, jaslyn, angie), my bandmates( joce, km, mao, ting, viknes, siyi, regina, etc), my ex-bandmates( jade, cia, owl, layne etc)! HAPPY NEW YR!!! and of cos.. to him.