ERM. My uncle is diagnosed with kidney cancer and he needs to be operated on to cut away 1 kidney. Wed he need to go and run some scan for his bones also. So the date for operation sld be fixed by Wednesday. Seriously, i hope he will be alright after the operation. He's only like 33 yrs old and have 2 small kids at home. Both not even in primary school. Oh wells.

anyway~ tml i'll be having the IMF training and oh wells. lots of things cropped up and now, my role is not confirmed lah. Sld be confirm by tis week. HAH! But i'll still be paid $70 for the 2 days training. hee(:

Also, my tuition kid is gg to have her CAII tis week. Gee! Dunno why her sch got so many tests. Tot dat time already test already mah~ but nvm lah. Since the mum wants me to go down a few more times, it means i will be able to collect my money sooner. HAHA!

alrite.. till den, i will be gone~ HAHAH! Dun tink i will be online till Wed? =D

EXAMS HAD ENDED!!

till the results are out, i will enjoy myself!!! HAHAH!!

oh wells.. hpm paper was kinda killer cos i had made a terrible mistake in the calculation and so.. byebye to u 30marks! *waves*

YAY! tml finally gg to kbox with ELIZABETH! ahhah! so long nv see her le. And my oh-so-long ktv session! heh! :D

so i shall go entertain myself with my shows and OH!!

RUIXIANG PASSED HIS DRIVING!! YAY!!

Its time to celebrate! HAHA!

latest update: 724pm

what's so exciting in SEPTEMBER? Apart from IMF and IAP.. HAHA! the very long awaited album:

Jay's ONCE-A-YEAR addiction: STILL FANTASY
Preorder starts: 28 Aug 2006 at all CD outlets!!!!!


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i din managed to finish my cem paper today. HAHA. I tot case study was really a killer. 60% u noe!! HAI! But oh wells.. i din finish becos i read the qns wrongly so at the last 5min, i was writting as fast as i could.

*gee*

but everything is still ok.

HAHA! Meanwhile, i sld jus go and figure out my MPI, ARI and RGI. They are waving to me like close friends but i jus can't remb where i met them before. HAHAH!

till den,

CHEERS TO FREEDOM!

2 more papers and i will smell freedommmmmmmmm~ *claps*

alrite lah. DT today was pretty OK but it was too common sense till sometimes, u had absolutely nothing to write! Hate tis kind of feeling cos there's nothing much to study in the notes.. yet u have to think of wad to write abt.

I think i can't do ECOTOURISM cos since geography days in crescent, i hated the topic on ECOTOURSIM. HAHA. Everytime i will jus leave dat topic out but today, not much of choices cos.. there's no other qns to attempt to though =(

And, tml is CEM. Its easy YET there's also nothing to read abt in the notes. Gee! I hate it.. cos it will probably be a lot of thinking qns. HAH!

I've got so many shows to catch! As in TV DRAMA. Due to exams, i had missed a lot of my hk shows on SCV lately. First:


Doors of Vengence. HAHA. My fave actors and actress. Not bad lah. I caught a bit during the repeat in the day time at 1pm. Oh wells! All those schemings... and the hotel operations jus spurrs me up for my upcoming iap. HAHA! I do get really excited when i'm watching and seeing the scenarios of different customers and how the GM handles them gives me an idea on wad it will be like for the next 6 months! HAHA!!

Secondly,

Full HOUSE. Old show lah.. but i haven caught it YET. HAHA! It's repeating on channel 55 every sunday at 1030pm. Watched the first 2 episode on Sunday already and its very nice! HAha! SO.. the rest are waiting faithfully for me and i'll finish it up very sooN! HAHAHA!

Thirdly,

Tian Ya Xia Yi. Old show also but not too bad. I had started a few episode already and i had to stop watching due to exams. So....... i shall cont very soon.

Actually still have a lot of shows lah.. but these 3 are priority lah! =D

Till den, i shall try to blog again~ ciaos. study hard handsomes and pretties! =D

ATM paper yday was actually quite ok but a few stupid mistakes here and there is sure gg to take away my B grade =(

anyway! Dr AR Bernard came to speak during service today! It was actually a total blast man! I will try to blog the msg down coming this week cos i dun wan to spend too much time blogging.

oh~ talking abt my driving test.. actually people, i'm really ok. dun make it sound like i'm WILL mind if u all ask me HOW WAS MY DRIVING TEST.

For example, weijun was telling me today that he heard that i had failed my driving and i was quite surprised though cos i din tell him abt it. HAHA. So he said he heard from ruixiang and ruixiang told him not to mention tis matter in front me of me. HAHA. But in the end, weijun still DID mention in front of me. But seriously, i'm ok.

Maybe up till now when i tink of the driving test.. i still have a lil shudder. Everytime i just wan to brush the tot aside. Maybe at nite, i will lie on the bed thinking abt it and ended up not slping.. but seriously, i'm ok.

I dun mind if u all talk in front of me. I can face it.

Maybe if u mentioned on 17 Aug 2006, which is dat faithful day, i will cry on the spot.. erm.. which i did, after i hang up the phone with weiyan. So i ended up sms-ing with people. Of cos i din break down and cry but i was trying to hold back my tears on the bus. But at nite when i was on the bed, i cried. HAHA. But no worries.. it din affect my IB paper.

SO. My point here is.. I'M REALLY SERIOUSLY OK.. at least for NOW. So if u wan to mention it in front of me, i'm ok with it. =D After all, i'm a pretty strong girl. HAHAHA! I mean emotionally.

Anyway~ Channel 55 is showing RAIN'S newest show. For the first time, i switch it to korean sound lah. HAHA. I tot his voice sounds pretty nice!


look at his EYES.

HAHA.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA KHO!
*blow kisses*

alrite alrite. IB paper today was a nitemare. Gee*

The things i had faithfully memoriesed did not come out and the things I chose not to memorise came out for the paper!

Blame it on myself.

So super not on form.

Feeling tired like every second passes.

*sleeps*

*ahem*

I failed my driving test.

yes. I failed my driving test.

oh wells. Not in the mood to blog abt it.. so i shall update later.

Shall collect my emotions now and study for my exams.

*SIGH*

like what my msn nick suggests, it says: in the mood between stress vs confused.

gee*

This exams seems to be extremely stressful. 5 full papers with HUGE piles of theories to be stuff inside ur brain and whole truck of formulas to be digested.

Well.. its not the first time i'm facing 5 full papers but tis time round, its really the extreme because its my last sem in np.. well.. at least i wun wan to repeat my module and foresake my attachment. So its a DIE-ALSO-MUST-PASS sem.

And also, driving test is tml. I'm hoping that i'll be EXTREMELY alert cos i tend to be very slpy during driving lessons. *omg*

I'm trying very hard not to tink of the driving test tml.. HAHA.. but its kinda difficult.

okie. Isabel just told me that she had tendered her resignation and her last day at Raffles will be 7 September. Like OMG! Its too sudden cos she told me she would quit only in 1.5yrs time. But in a few months after i left Raffles, she is quitting! =(

Okie.. jus got back alot of proj marks. HAHA.

CEM class project: A (80/100)
HPM group project: B+
IB game report: A

And i'm one of the 3 from my class who qualify for the ABACUS Certificates! HAHA! Cos i got like 71% =D

Okie. i'm quite happy with the results but a bit disasppointed for the HPM group project lah! Dat's the project tat i did with the freerider*. I really wonder what's her grades.

GEE!

I din slp last nite lah! I was on my bed since 1am but din slp till 3plus.. den after a while, i woke up.. slp again.. woke up ... blah blah.. in the end, at 630am, i fell aslp!! But my alarm rang at 710am! HAI!! =(

Exams is round the corner and i can really feel the pressure building up lah. HAH.

But i realised, i'm more stressed out with my driving test tis coming Thursday. Guess dats the reason why i wasn't able to slp cos the whole nite, i keep seeing the circuit in bbdc.

*omg*

Alrights, i shall go off to study now.. tml meeting xin dey all to study at NUS! HAHA. My fave place to study for exams. Hope its productive! =D

I am feeling terribly sorry because I have to push away and reject all appointments in september. Reason being.. I am involved in the IMF thingy and so, i have to commit my whole sept to that. Though it is shift work.. i still have no idea what is the shift like. hai! and after dat, its my attachment coming up => 3 shifts. HAHA. So from September to next Feb.. i will be literally disappearing but working.. working and WORKING.

oh~ David Tao's latest album is out!

12 songs.. trying to bring across HAPPINESS lah. Not too bad.. but its according to each individual views. Personally, i feel dat a few songs are not too bad! Especially WALK ON. Light tune.. well.. not as sad as the previous album like LOVE ME or HER. HAHA.

overall: 3/5

i feel dat i deserve an apology cos i got shouted at today for NO REASON.

Maybe u feel dat u are in the the wrong but still.. when pple is just trying to joke with you and u jus snap at pple and black face pple for the whole time, den i feel dat u sld do some self-reflection.

so so disappointed in you ok.

Festival Of Praise 2006 is in TOWN!!!


be sure to catch the most exciting worship band from Australia from Christian City Church and the also, Don Moen!! =D

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yesterday in sch..............

i was so angry can? April Ng had asked the whole group to come in for a talk to clear things up and it includes me, lawrence, ruilan, kerrie and *freerider.

so we were inside the conference room. The freerider* looks SICKLY PALE and she had requested a cup of water from april ng. good move. it jus make the rest of us seems to be against her!

So lawrence started saying the problems like freerider* dun put in the effort to do her work and stuff .. and its unfair for pple to cover her part.

next.. my turn. Said wad lawrence had said but i added and say dat wadever her work gave us, it was totally copied from Wikipeida and of cos, freerider* says SHE DID NOT. So, as a fustrated idiot sitting there, I said, "if u wan hard evidence, i can show it to u." and immediately, she kept quiet.

The talk went on. She made a well-memorised speech. One thing that irritates me is dat, she said dat we talked behind her back and she felt INSULTED. Oh PLEASE. At that point of time, i feel so insulted to be in the same room as her and breathing the same air molecule as her! *urgh*

AH! And she SWEAR in the NAME OF HER LORD JESUS CHRIST dat she din lie. At the point of time, i nearly went like.. "Please dun use the LORD'S name in VAIN and as a CHRISTIAN, u DUN SWEAR."

Ohoh! and she says the whole class OUTCAST her and she says its being very unfair to her. She can't even hold a 1 min proper conversation with us. **please note dat, we did make an effort to ask her to join us and it is SHE HERSELF refuses and went to sit at the lonely corner. Is it call outcasting? Our effort had been eaten up by her so-called illness?

And... she said that she's staying at Raffles Hospital and she had asked the director to release her medical report but the director refuses. OH PLEASE. that time my friend went to call up Raffles Hospital to ask for freerider* name and wan to noe whether she's in the hospital but the hospital says there's no such person. And furthermore, i feel dat if it is ur own medical record, why can't the hospital release it? Not as if a 3rd party is requesting for it Ok. Stupid LOOPHOLES.

oh oh! she even got some pple to write testimonies for her to vouch for her dat she in year 1 and 2, she did her proj faithfully. PLEASE LOR. In year 2, when she's in the same IS class as Jasmine, she din do anything to the proj and she din even bother to present the things.

And Ms Ng said that WE can accept that freerider* is sick but some reasons is way too OUT for us to believe. So kerrie says.. "yah.. like u are being RAPE?"Immediately, freerider* face changes and immediately ask Kerrie to shut up. HAH.

I'm not been cynical here. Because freerider* sms me and said she dun need OUR pity.. so be it. I dun even wan to waste my pity on such a person.

ANYWAY. At one point of time, i was so angry dat i burst out lor.

During CEM project, she talked a lot during the meeting and because the rest of us are gg to Hong Kong.. so she VOLUNTEER to finish up the work for us. And when we came back from Hong Kong.. we realised that everything was not done. I mean, if u dun have such a big head, dun request for such a big hat lor. It jus irritates me even more.

And finally, when we need to write the report, I assigned everyone with different parts to do. But for her part, i got Angela to cover also. I told her frankly yday abt it. I have nothing to hide. HA! I feel so good telling her that.

Back to the proj. That day, i emailed everyone abt their part and so, dat night, freerider* called me to ask me is she suppose to do the INTRODUCTION of the report. I mean for goodness sake?! I stated in the email clearly dat freerider* is suppose to do THEME OF THE EXHIBITION. And at the talk yday, i told her this:

"I din accept ur work because the have totally no link. It is just COPY AND PASTE from the website. Do u expect a 100% plagarism and FAIL our entire proj? And also, as a year 3 student, ur 5th semester in a poly, dun tell me u dunno dat u need to link the entire thing back to the report."

Again, she said that she din copy and all those crap. But in my heart, i was thinking "of cos u dunno it is needed to link back the proj lah.. cos u din even do a single proj in ur entire life in poly before what."

But April Ng said dat all these are caused by miscomm and before dat, it might be I had worked with pple with HIGH EXPECTATIONS (XINZI, WANJING, CLIFFORD : TALKING ABT UR HERE!!!!), dats why. Since its my first time working with FREERIDER*, she might not know what is needed. At the point of time, I feel dat I should say nothing cos APRIL NG is obviously siding with freerider*. HAH. GREAT.

Last of all, about the RAPE issue. She said dat dat the point of time, she was fustrated with the INTEGRATED PROJ and thus, she burst out telling MEIYING abt it. She din expect MEIYING to go around telling pple. This was immediately shot back by Lawrence saying,"If you dun wan pple to talk abt it, den dun say it out." True wad. U have to be responsible for ur own words. HAH. good job lawrence.

I tell u, after the talk, i tink it had worsen the situation between freerider* and us.. as in the whole class. It jus make us angrier with her? *sigh*

Thank God I am having IAP next sem so i wun be seeing her FACE. HAH.

Good. I feel good blogging abt tis =D