Why is dere a guy in the world.. living @AMK.. will try to take mrt frm paya lebar to jurong east interchange and change to another train to go back to amk when he can jolly well get off @City Hall to take the train. Aren't he weird?! Must be something with his head or something. YUCks! Haiz~ I am being mean la... but when other pple also share the same views as me hor.. it shows dat something's wrong with him rite?! hAhaha!

`dead tired. bleahz..
start work today.. slacking la.
Tml gonna be a long day though.
Pple dere are nice...
hmm.. Money. I need money!

Words jus cant explain how much i miss my uncle. Haiz~ Went to shao mu today with my parents, pa's sis, my uncles's wife+children. aiyoh.. so many pple.. my god.. cant even walk man.. den the incense.. my god.. already v.hot.. den the smoke get into the eyes.. haha! Dun cry also will cry man. hEhS~ Tink i lil chao ta man... go dere suntan sia.. haiz~ but i do miss my uncle. Den the wife cry and cry.. haiz! I miss him..

Come Holy Spirit
-City Harvest Church-

Come Holy Spirit fall on me now
I need Your annointing come in Your power
I love You Holy Spirit
You're captivating my soul
And everyday I grow to love You more

I'm reaching for Your heart
You hold my life in Your hand
Drawing me closer to You
I feel Your power renew
Nothing compares to this place
Where I can see You face to face
I worship You
In Spirit and in truth

hmm.. jus reached home jus now.. yawn.. so tired man.. went out with km and joce today to SingPost @Paya Lebar to buy clothes. haha~ Shun Bian see where's my work place.. heHs.. realised its quite near la.. tsk tsk. Hmm.. went THIS FASHION. Omg!! I wanted to get this demin jacket.. so nicee!!! But in de end, i got this brown shirt and a flower print skirt.. hee.. nice... Tink i really spent lotsa $ mAn.. -shakes head- hmm.. den we went coffee bean to have my dinner and km+Joce have their HIGH TEA. haha~ Ohh~ we lodge a complaint lehS... hahahaaha.. cos de person serving us is simply too rude liaoz... cant stand her... hmm.. or maybe he.. haha~ nvm.. its a HER.. got AP manz.. Den in the fERZ place.. she sldnt be in service industry rite?? hmm.. den after.. RUSHED off to meet my sis.. haha~ cos her friend sending her to suntec city.. soo.. i ran all the way to the mac dere... near the Lion City Hotel.. haha~ Gd la.. tell me its opp the Hotel.. in the end, made me cross here cross dere.. nvm.. den the cabbie uncle so funny.. drive slowly b4 the clock hits 630pm cos ERP after 630pm is $1-_- Hehs~ Den reach Suntec.. woahz... help my sis look for Bro Brian n Sis Ching bday pressie.. hehs~ bot a book for Sis Ching.. hm.. wanted to get a Polo Tee for Bro Brian de.. buddeennn.. saw Pst Lillian.. den she says.. BUY VOUCHER. My goodness.. so we walk and walk.. walk till Raffles City and went G2000 to get the voucher. Haha!! So DuMb ok?? Oh!! Did i say.. haha~ Went to tis shop.. den the skirts are selling at $9!! SENSE.. my goodness... haahhaa.. so I bot another skirt. HEee!! NiCe nicE!! hahahaha..

I saw Rong Zhu Er leh!!!

hmm.. performance is ok.. though some songs jus sucks to the core. My GOD. My solos. I FORGOT TO VIRBRATO!! ARGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How cld i forgot?? Hmm.. but nvm, I tot i sounded horrible, but after hearing the video dat Yongan helped me take, it sounded quite ok.. jus EXPRESSIONLESS. Well, I tried my best.. haha~ and i played sooo many wrong notes yah?? Felt so dui bu qi Mr Sim lehs... hmm.. but nvm. ooh~ Kenneth really came. My god. I was like -JAWS DROP-.. den he was luffing. >.< hahah~ thanks for coming yeah? haha.. like he will read tis liddat.. hmm.. den saw angel and her darlin. HAha~ finally get to see la.. hahaha.. hmm.. overall its quite ok la.. hee.. last performance.. haiz~ sad man...

Oh great.. wad am i doing here manz... 1.5hrs to go before the performance starts. Feeling nervous la.. which is a gd sign.. cos last time when i was having performance, i felt nutting b4 dat and was freaking out on stage, now its exactly de opp. HAh... same symtomps as Joy. Tsk. Ayes.. Nvm.. now doing my last preparation. hahah~ listening to the mp3. Like omg? Mrs Chua's method. haha~ it did work a lil la. hmm.. Called Jas jus now.. hehS.. tink she is coming to watch the performance la.. wan to meet her b4 dat la.. budden its like I tink her darlin' is with her la... so betta dun be a HUGH LIGHTBULB yahz? haha~ talking to her is like no stress la... i mean, she can really make me luff man.. for 1 moment, i dun feel nervous abt the performance la.. ayes.. wad to say abt this ger I noe since sec1. haha~ Well.. I jus simply love her la.. as well as Joy and May. My bestest buds who stood by me thru thick and thin. haha~ Love dem. Alrites.. i tink i betta go and bath.. or else i will be late lohs. haha~ shall feed u all with information maybe later tonite! Tataaaa~~

Dat's nice. TmL is the performance liaoz.... i am still nt sure of the pieces i am gng to play. Hope tml solos will be great, with vibrato. My god. Please let me have a beautiful memory for my last performance. haha~ I hope i wun disappoint Mr Sim. He is nice=) hm.. kenneth called me jus now.... telling me the cg will come down and support me.. i was like... NO!!!! hahah! Dun wan to add stress mah.. like so paiseh if i play wrongly hor? hahaha.. nahz.. but dey are nice pple.. But i told dem if dey wan to come dun let me see dem b4 performance! haha! So dumb lehS.. hmm.. neway... prac a lil guitar.. heng i still sound ok lehS.. hahah~ hmm... oh~ and i managed to buy 3 skirts today! Woah~ din noe Clementi so gd to shop one lehs!! The skirts so nice.. too bad i no $$ or else will get more.. and lotsa jeans skirts leh! hahah! Gng back after i get my pay to buy more nice skirts!!! heee


-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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You are a human shadow. If a loved one needs you,
you are always right at his or her heels! Your
deep social connection with human beings
produces your qualities of genuine caring and
charisma. However, at times you are naive to
the true nature of your loved ones. Remember
that humans' gift of free will does not always
lead them in wise directions. But your essence
of love and friendship represent the other
precious gifts of humanity. Overall you are a
strikingly valuable and innocent being who has
a lot to give.(please rate my quiz cuz it took
me for freaking ever to create)


What Kind of Shadow Are You? (with gorgeous pics)
brought to you by Quizilla

A- Age: 18 la.. but haven pass my bday yah?? hahaha

B- Best friend: JoY May Jas ZheN

C- Chore you hate: folding the clothes. hahahaa

D- Did it before: WAD?

E- Essential Convenience Drink: Water la!

F- Favorite singer/s: JAY*JAY*jAy*jAy*JAY!!!

G- Gold or silver: Sliver

H- Hometown: TBC la.. now is clementi

I- Instruments you play: wAhah~ as a fellow band member.. i play the SAxoPhone!! hahah! Now i am learning Guitar..... And of cos recorder and the angklung la~ haha

J- Job title: Telemarketer to be. ahhaahaha

K- Kids: hmm..

L- Living arrangements: Still in the process of tinking yah?

M- Mom's name: chan ah suan.. i always spell as swan. HAHAA

N- Number of times you yawn in a day: depends la..

O- Overnight hospital stays: In kk hospitAL hahaha

P- Phobia: Alone at home(only wenting noes) HAHAHAHHAA

Q- Quote you like to say: HAhaha~ i will jus keep on luffing=X

R- Regular drink: Ice Lemon tea

S- Secret crush: hAhahah~ nt a secret anymore la.. only he dunno.........

T- Time you wake up: last time is 640am.. now is 1030am.. later start work will be 7am

U- Unique habit: hmm.. dunch noe

V- Vegetable you refuse to eat: Bitter gourd. AHAHhAa

W- Worst habit: LAzyyyy

X- X-rays you’ve had: My lungs, my right foot

Y- Yummy food you make: Spagattie, cookies, fried rice, boiled vege, agar agar, choc, cheesecake, boiled egg salad.. alot lehS.. ahhaa

Z- Zodiac sign: Taurus!

Went to IMM with Joce today.. heh.. Intended to buy skirts k.. or maybe pants.. budden.. I cldnt find any>.< But nvm!!! I bot the heels i saw yday though.. quite nice lehs!! hahA~ yAy! And i bot 2 tops frm Hang Ten.. hmm.. nt bad.. only $18.. cos i used POSB atm.. den got 10% off.. hahah~ hmmm.. the tops quite nice leHs~ haha~ Can't stand myself.. everytime go shopping definitely will spend money one. -bish- hah~ nvm.. den went home. haha~ I love my shoes! hahah~ Ohh~ I wan to get the bossini sweater. So bloody nice. Its discounted liao u noe.. frm $35 reduced to $25. HAh!! Tink i will get it tmL! HEe hEe~ cos gng shopping with my mum tml la~ hahahah -winkz-

Praise the Lord! I got into the course i wan!!! Ngee Ann Biz course! haha~ din noe can check online la.. but i jus checked la.. hee.. gd news.. hmm.. Thank you Lord. hmm.. jus now went for band in the morning.. not bad... my playing improved a tiny winy bit. hee.. can do vibrato.. hope i can do it on wed.. hahaha.. cos later i too nervous den hahaa.. no vibrato liaoz~ hee.. Mr Sim is nice... ayes.. he is a nice guy la.. Really man.. like him. haha~ though sometimes his actions are TOO gentle k. hhahaa.. hmm.. den went to cgm.. nice and short msg shared today.. den left immediately for Zhane's bday thingy at my uncle's hse. hAha~ den came home. ahhaha.. nice day.. busy day.. getting real happy!!!

Okkk.. On my ferz attempt on baking cookies.. hahah~ it succeeded. Tsk. ITs edible k.. and i tink its nice.. nt i tink only la.. my mum, pa and jie tinks it yummy~ hahahah~ taste like Mrs Field cookie nei! hahah~ thank you thank you. hah~ yah~ went to weiyan's hse to bake the cookies. hahah~ Well.. i din burn her hse down k. hahaha! hmm.. yah~ morning went to JP library to look for the recipe for cheesecake. haha~ and dumb me.. i look and look and concluded dat dere is no recipe... alamak.. den when yan came.. hahahaha... she showed me the cook books section. hahah~ Can't believe i am like so damn blur. haha~ den went to shop for the ingredients. haha.. hee.. bot so many stuff man.. and of cos its ex la.. haha~ poor us.. use atm=X Haven start earning money already spending like nuts le.. ayes.. den went delifrance to eat the seafood chowder bread thingy. hee.. Not very nice though.. k la.. i dun really like to eat anything to do with delifrance la.. hahaha... hmm.. yah~ den went to her hse to bake the cheese cake and cookies and cook her pasta. hahahahaa

And i tink we are both so damn blur la....... so damn funny.. hahaa~ Cos she ah.. best la.. dunno where the things are.. keep calling her mum. My god. aHhahaa.. den me ah.. not any better.. when i beat the butter and brown sugar.. the mixture flew here and flew dere.. like OMG?! haHhaha.. kkz.. but in the end.. erm.. its ok la.. fun. hahaa.. Later i am still gng over to her hse to bake somemore. hahaha.. Yay~

Anyway.. ahem.. hAha~ seriously.................. he is telling me to be brave to go and find the person i like?! Like how contradicting huh?? The person i like is....?! And he is telling me to be brave. Siao~ I nearly sian diao. aHaAHAHa.. wadahell.. hahaha

hMm.. ferz thIng fErz.. The concert is gng to be postponed to 24th March!! HEe~ Big news.. hahaha.. cos i can prac more. Anywae... i seriously tink the gimmicks are really terrible+horrible?!!! I cldn't stop luffing leh??! And its like.. got some parts Shai wans the saxo pple to move instruments up and down?! Like omg! Saxophone dun weigh like 1g leh??? -shakes head- Can't stand it la. hahaa.. hmm.. den went to Kelly Services.. my god??! Dat agent ah.. made me wait for 1hr+.. early noe i dun go dere so early le. budden... nvm la.. at least i got a job le. AHHAHAa.. hmm.. which is like.. gd. $1200/mth. hAha~ got $$ to buy things le~ hahaha..

Jus wondering. I ask him so much. why he nv suspect dat i will bake for him?

I was reading abt my last yr entry.. woah.. and i realised how mushy i got when i wrote abt him. HAHAH.. woah... hmm.. so proud of myself la.. haha~ anyway.. jus now went to holland V with Qin.. and b4 dat.. met angel~ dat ger.. LATE. Waited for her for like 45min. Haha~ Angel~ u own me k. hahaha... den me and Qin took 106 down to hv... but we got off at the wrong stop~ aiyar.. hahah!! DEn have to take bus back. Sorry?? I get lost easily k~ hahaha... den went to check out the prices of the balloons den went home. tsk.. quite crazy la.. but ok la.. go walk walk also fun~ hahaha..

Alrite, i am totally convinced dat Keanu Reeves is soooooo shuai la. My god. Yday is tv day. Heh.. frm 430pm, watch Zhen Qin. haha.. Ah Qiong and Maymay(bloody bitch) is being kidnapped by char ye dan(Tea Leaves Egg?!) And he demand a ransom of 50million. hAha.. how dumb.And Yanan is soooo shuai ok?? Simply made me drool la.. but poor biy, ah gui din chose him la.. but instead, she chose the stupid woodblock XiangHai. hAha.. but nvm.. next time Yanan will be with XiaoMin. Rites.. I am writting the whole story of the show out.. hah.Den after dat.. I stumbled upon "The Parent Trap". Nice show. The twins are so cute leh! Woahz.. look so alike and dey actually planned to let their divorced parents to meet after like 12 yrs??! Hee.. and of cos.. happy ending. Their parents got tgt. Kinda expected la.. I mean like duh?! Den watched the channel U show.. wads dat called.. erm.. some chinese medical thingy la.. show how to treat headache. Hmm... since i always have headache.. mite as well watch rite? haha. Den watched The Replacement!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg!Keanu Reeves!!! hAhah~ this show i like watch 4 yrs ago in the cinema with my clique la~ nice show! hahaha. =D~ Simply made me drool. Hmm.. raining now.. Hope it will stop leHs.. cos later gng to Holland V with Qin to look at Helium balloons. hMm~ hope we can get it at a cheaper price la~ teehee~

Raining now.. cloudy day. hEhs.. some of my friends are gng to the local immersion prog which is simply the "GP camp in sch" hahaha!! So poor thing. Hmm.. my class only min bin, ting and weijie no need to go. HAhaa.. so poor thing. Hmm.. bet ah min mus be slacking at home. hahaha.. Poor Wenting.. he also gng. haha.. anyway pple.. JJ Band is performing at JP on 20th March in the evening. time will be confirmed hmm.. if interested u all can come down and gimme support. haha.. Cos this is my last performance la.. haha.. dun tink i will be playing for Memoir la.. hee.. yupz~ so come down and give me support la. HAHAHAA.. wadeva.. i mean.. ya la.. wadvea.. dun support also can la. Posting results coming out in a week. Getting real excited leHs.

Anyway.. got somethIng to ask u guys who are reading. How wld u plan a surprise bday for ur fwen??? Be kind and give me ur feedback k? haha.. thANkz..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGEL!!!!

alrite. I am jobless again. hAHA.. cos i fired the person. BLEAHZ. Aiyar.. cos i wanted to change to nite tuition but the parents like wan dun wan wan dun wan like dat.. cos dey called the agency to fire me la.. but come to tink of it.. i also dun wan to take this tuition?? Cos the rate is super low la. haha.. Like i care la.. If i cont to take this tuition, i cannot find a 9 to 5 job lehs.. haha.. So.. its nt my loss anyway.. haha.. its theirs! From wad i noe.. dey already change lotsa tuition tchers le.. haha.. sooo.. i tink the prob lies with them?? Not me la.. they sld go back and face the wall and tink why so many tchers also cannot take rite?? The daughter got like 39/50 for eng lohs.. and the parents say its no gd la.. say wad erm.. must get 45 and above?? Like WOAH?! English lehs.. if u wan to get near full marks hor.. its quite impossible la.. and its like.. she is frm china?? Not i look down on china pple or wad la.. but come on??? English lehS!!!! hahaha..

Anyway.. after the sucky tuition, I went to Joy's hse. haha.. It had been a long long long time since i step into her hse lehs.. hah~ and I nearly got "killed" by her dog. HAHAHA.. sorry la.. i scared of dogs mah.. wad u wan me to do. hahaha.. The dog nearly pounced one me lohs?? hahaha.. nvm. This is so paisay-ing. hAHaha.. When i met Joy at her void deck.. she jus took her dog out to urinate. hAha.. and the dog went to mate with another dog. hahaa..... so cute. tsk.. hope her dog wun get pregnant or something???! hahahaa. hmm.. den went to church.. hahaha.. miss my lunch and dinner. So hungry lehs.. hahaa.. so in de end.. wait till service is over den i went for my dinner cum supper. hahaha.. yUmmy!!!!!

Hmm.. went out with Eliz today. Haha.. went PS. Took bus dere... wah.. journey quite long.. somemore Holland V dere got jam. Hmphs.. I am really convinced dat Singaporeans no need to work one. So free.. can go shopping on weekdays. Tsk. Anyway.. reached PS at around 130pm. Hee.. jus when i was walking towards the shopping centre.. I saw this 3 promoters. HAHa.. I got this feeling dat he is gng to approach me loHS?? So i try nt to have eye contact with him.. who noes.. he still come and approach me. HAHA.. Tink he is gng to hate me or something??! Cos he keep saying "Miss, 30sec. 30 sec!!" And keep following me. HAHAHA.. So i walk away la.. o.O" I mean.. i dun like to entertain dis kinda things la.. like wth?? I no $ one yah?? Anyway.. went to Long John Sliver to eat and Eliz's friend is dere.. at ferz i tot is a guy lehS.. but later realised dat she is a ger. HAHa...... soRryyyy.. Keke. NEway.. we went to search for the big helium balloon for Sis Jav's bday. haha.. SOoo nice lehs.. hmm.. got this precious moment one.. 127cm tall de.. omg~ So nice.. $19.90. haha.. but I din buy today la.. cos the celebration is next week mahz.. haha.. tink the person nearly killed me or something liddat. Haha.. Den we went to shop around.. hmm.. bought a choker and something for someone. Haha.. den got Mu-ee... we were waiting for the person to fix my choker.. den got dis woman.... come over to the counter and started squeezing with us.. and out of nowhere, got one wooden thingy dropped on her feet. HAHAHA.. =X And she turned over to look at Eliz.. as if she tink is eliz push the thingy oneto her feet one?? Like wth?? DEn she keep complaining to her fwen. haha.. She deserve it la.. this kinda ah-lian. yucks. hmm.. den eliz bot a bracelet for herself.. haha.. and we went to see her lancome mircacle perfume and its like $108.80?!!?! So ex!!!! hahhaa.. I still wan my tommy girl. Tsk.. Eliz is rich.. hahahahaa.. hmm.. ok la.. den we went home la.. cos outside raining.. heH.. no mood to walk le.. hahaa.. dunno why! It has being raining cats and dogs. Rain and rain and rain and rain=X So cold sia.... hmm.. tml is the tuition.. feel kinda excited leHs.. haha.. but still.. i feel sian also la.. tsk tsk..

Tonight, I feel so close to You
Sun Yan Zi, Mai Kuraki

Close my eyes, and feel you mind
Time has passed, I walked like a shadow
Never knew, what I'm going through
You touched my heart and take my breath away

Wisper on the Wind so softly
Let the bright stars fill our dreams with love
Reach for your hands(your hand is my key)
And you show me the way

Tonight i feel so close to you
You open my door and light the sky above
When I need a friend, you are there by my side
I wish we could stay as one
(I wish we could stay forever as one)

All the tears that huant my past
You promised
It'll be better tomorrow
Play that song
You and I listened to
And let it gently ease our pain

Tender rain drops from the blue sky
Flowers blooming, Life's so divine
Like sunlight in a stream(you're holding my key)
You show the world to me

So much love in this beautiful world
Search for the brightest star in the sky
You will find the meaning of love
Don't be afraid(Don't be afraid)
Just be yourself(Just be yourself)
We need this love
I never knew

Tsk tsk.. slacking is fun. Slacking is gd for health. haha.. Wad rubbish is dat loh??? Like wth??! But i love to slack. LM is a super slacker. haha.. everyday is Wake up, brunch, TV, Bath, TV, Computer, Dinner, TV, computer, slp WOAH!! hahaha.. slack man! hahaa.. well.. enuff of crap. tsk. hmm.. still learning guitar.. finally i learnt how to tune the guitar thanks to kenneth frm my cg(wad u tink. U tink its my class one zit?? fat hope!!!) hmm.. press the 5th fret of the low E string and pluck the A string to tune. Tsk tSk.. nice nice.. now i noe why leng emphaized dat we sld tune with our ears and nt with the stupid electronic tuner. haha.. now i noe. I hope its in tune lehs.. well.. it is in tune in my ears la.. but.. dunno its really in tune nt. hahaha.. well well. i am really hopeless la.. but i am determine to learn lehs.. hahaha.. Nonsense. bleahz.. tuition gng to start soon. Looking fwd?? nAhz.. but well.. at least i no need to slack at home ya?? hmm.. hope to get more assignment. Tsk.. den i can be FULL TIME TUTOR! wahha. but i will try to talk to the parent la.. see whether he can allow night tuition nt.. if nt.. i cant go and look for a 9 to 5 job lehs.. heee...

hmm.. watched xun qin ji. Damn nice lohs. Louis Khoo rocks man. Wahaha.. love him!!! Love him!! He is so shuai! So tan! Ooohh!! hahaa.. damn.. i am drooling now. haha.. hmmm.. got to noe some of my fwens' As results. hmm.. not too gd lehS. Heard dat some gotta repeat?? hmm.. quite sad leHs.. i mean some got 2A 2AO passes but dey cant make it to Uni or something. I mean dey are considered as pass lohs.. but dey cant go anywhere?? Like so wasted lohs. haiz.. feeling so heng all of the sudden. Imagine if i did nt make up my mind to poly.. this thing will definitely happen to me next yr de. Like feel so lost and stuff. ayes.. lucky me. lucky laimeng. Should i go watch butterfly effect with min tml?? I am like kinda broke le. haha.. nvm.. see how ferz. If it rains like today.. no way dat i am gng to jp. hahaha.. i will jus hide myself under the blanket tml if it rains. Bleahz.

Raining since morning. Rain and rain. Rain and rain. Ate brunch. Watched TV. Watched the taiwanese show. So sad. Ning Xiang's fingers was hurt. Cos the princess found out dat the prince like her den she is jealous. So, she give order to torture her. Basically is to find faults in wadeva she does la. Poor girl. Nutting wrong to be in love with the prince wad. I mean, even the prince loves her. Wicked princess. Not fit to a princess. Den I played guitar again. Still learning chords. hmm.. get a lil mixed up for the fingerings.. but i jus have to learn mah. haha.. and now my fingers hurts like mad. -POUTS- pain.

hmm.. got a new assignment for tuition.. which is FINALLY.haha.. I will be tutoring english, P2, 3 times a week. Rate is $190. bleahz.. where got pple like tution take 3 times a week one?? I mean, the child will have no time to do hw, no time to play and blah. If i am de kid hor, i will feel so sad??? No time for everything. 3 times a week mus see the tuition tcher. HAHA.. but i am a nice tcher, or at least i hope i am. Tsk. p2 eng.. hmm.. i tink i can handle de hor.. i mean, when i am p2, my eng got A de ok. HAHA.. dunno why as i grow older den eng is getting lousier and lousier. hahaha.. well well.. den b4 dat, also got this tuition job.. P4, eng maths sci, 3 times per week, $180. Like so lil. haha.. den i called back the agency to cancel the job. Hmm. tink the person very bu shuang wo. haha.. den she was like, "u have this kinda attitude I will hafta take out ur name." But I did apologise k. Den she hang the fone on me. Like wad da hell???? I mean, maybe i am in the wrong, but u dun have to hang the fone on me one mah. So rude. Ur mother nv teach u manners rite. hmm.. but nvm, whu cares whether my name is in the list nt. haha.. kena blacklisted liaoz.. but do i give a damn?? haha.. nah..


Happy Birthday Shumin n Elizabeth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmm.. nutting happened today la.. jus went down to my grandma's place and told dem dat i left for poly. Haha.. a big rxn sia.. old fashion kinda tinking.. hmm.. say wad i die liao la.. confirm cannot study le.. wadeva shit la.. den my aunt make a comment saying all poly students dun study one.. always go out de. I mean wth??? Poly seems slack to dem, but actual fact hor, is also need to study de loh. I mean.. dun study how to get promoted huh?? WisfeuL tinking?? Old fashion mindset. But i dun really care la.. cos i already made the decision.. its me whu is studying, nt them. Ayes.. say wad my sis can get into uni and why i cannot. Haiz.. dey jus dun understand. Dun care.. dun bother. I jus study hard in poly and most likely i can get into uni de ma. Humphz.

Suddenly feel like singing praise and worship song. The ferz song is a praise song, second is a Worship song. -winkZ-

God Is Great
-Hillsong Music-

All creation cries to YOU
Worshipping in spirit and in truth
Glory to the faithful ONE
Jesus Christ God's son

All creation gives YOU praise
You alone are truly great
You alone are God who reigns
For eternity

God is Great
And His praise fills the earth fills the Heavens
And Your name will be praised through all the world

God is great
Sing His praise all the earth, all the Heavens
Cos we're living for the glory of Your name
the glory of Your name

All to You O God we bring
Jesus teach us how to live
Let Your fire burn in us
That all may hear and all may see

Holy is the Lord
The whole earth sings
The whole earth sings


FALL
-Hillsong music-

I love to worship You my God
I love to worship You my Lord
And see Your Spirit fall in power
Your love unfolding gifts from Heaven

I love to worship You my God
I love to worship You my Lord
And feel Your precious breath of Heaven
Your all consuming Love

Holy Spirit come in power
Change my heart
I want to live for You my God
Let Your Spirit come in power
Change my life
That i may live for You my Lord
Fall on us Lord

So I yearn for You
Long to see You move
O, I lift my hands before my King and Pray

Went for band today.. hmm.. its the same old feeling. Hee.. play my dearest saxophone. -Yamagisawa- tsk.. missed it.. miss my band mates.. and i finally see VIKNESS lohs. HAHA.. but she left during break w/o telling me.(hmm...) Den its nice.. played the pieces.. like omg?? I am getting rusty... really rusty?? Cromatic scales also a lil forget how to play, rythmn also a bit sot sot liaoz.. haha.. how to perform?!? The solo for Jap Grafitti also like a lil nan tiNg. Yucks!! Cant stand hearing myself playing solo man. haha.. tink Mr Sim will tink the same too. haha.. Anyway, was kinda SHOCKED dat Mr Sim say hi to me?? Cos he actually noes dat i left jj liao?? Den he was like waving to me and asking me which poly i am in now? haha.. Den i blur diaoz.. so i was like, " Oh, i am waiting for the posting results." haha.. Damn cute lehs.. haa.. love MR Sim. I mean.. i love Leng but I also love Mr Sim. haha.. Den after band, he walked over and tell me to go night club to listen to pple play(like wth?) den stupid XM.. says.. " no need la! She got 1 person play for her can liaoz!" I was like.. o.O" Den MR Sim was like, " WAD?? ONE?! ONE BOY?!" Den, he look at me and give me dat kind of SMILE.. DIAOZ.. den Xm was like, " YAh LoHs! 1 Boy." SUPER SUPER paiseh?! I was like -jaw dropping- action when Mr Sim gimme dat kinda smile. DIAOZ. Dunno wad was he tinking now?? All i can do is to beat Xm?! GRR.. haha.. nvm.. Mr Sim also dunno whus Xm talking abt la.. haHA.. Anyway, went to eat lunch at the market with Regina, Joce and WenTing. Yum!! Had chicken rice.. it seems ages dat i nv go dere for lunch lehs. Yummy food!! Keke.. den met maybelline to pass me the Guitar! haha.. thanks ger.. hmm.. i can finally start my guitar learning!!! HEe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hEYs.. so many things happen these 2 days lehs.. anyway.. i just reached home 1/2 hr ago.. once i come online.. i double click on him to ask him abt the results cos i am super worried for him. Like frm yday onwards, i am already tinking wads his results. But really thank God, he can make it to uni. -PHEW- Really really thank GOD lehs. I mean, i mean.. he can make it when he is so worried abt his results esp chem?? But he made it, though he sounded disappointed la.. but still, he made it. But dunno he can get into the course he wans or nt. Haiz.. i hope he can lehs.. i tink he will make it de. YES. HE WILL MAKE IT DE. haha.. and he wans to get into the course i wan to take in NP. haha.. Really hope he can get into dat course?? So dat if me and him can get into the same course, we can have something in common to talk abt yah?? *hee* but nvm, wad it matters most is he mus be happy. Happy in wad he is doing. YupZ.

Anyway, i got back my CL 'AO' and it totally sucks?? B4 and i jus got a PASS in oral. The oral part i nt so shock la.. but its the results dat i am shock of lohs?? B4 lehs.. I at least expected a B3 lohs.. but wth?? B4 is all i got.. my CL is nt dat powerful lohs.. How can i sign up as a NIE CL tcher after my 3 yr poly course?? Hmm.. dats something to tink abt manz. Hmm.. neway, de results will nt affect me la.. so wad for i care so much.. but i really hope my fwens will tink properly whether to retake or nt. COs i dun wan them to waste the time. Hee.. den after dat, the 7 of us went JP swensons to eat. Hee.. its some sorta gathering+bday celebration. haha.. its so nice manz.. esp de sundae. MY GOD. haha.. almonds!!! Caramel!! Hee.. den we took lotsa pics.. with all stupid and silly poses. HAha.. i tink the staff dere tink we are crazy bunch of gers man. haha.. but heys.. thanks gers for accompanying me lehs.. haha.. if nt, i need to rush home den come back to church again. hee.. den at 6+, I went to meet Jean and some new fwens. haha.. Anyway, I saw Mr Azmi in sch. haha.. den he was telling me "GOOD LUCK IN POLY!" I was kinda shocked la.. budden.. hahaha.. but seriously, I was VERY SHOCKED. HAHA.. really.. den my fwens were telling me how the tchers reacted during the days w/o me. haha.. Mrs Out-of-Tune say she miss me( But i dun miss her), den Mr Paul Chow says good luck to me( I told ying to help me tell him gd luck too!), Mr Azmi say, " why LM nv say bye bye to me" in front of 2 tutorial classes(nearly die luffing.. can u imagine his face and expression when he says dat). I have cute tchers man. Hee.. Love my dearest tchers la.. but haiz.. too bad... i nv appreciate dem when i am still in sch. hee.

Den service was great today man! Pastor Phil preached abt Spiritual War. Hmm.. great msg. WAh i tell u, his son is SO SHUAI ok. Blond hair, noe how to play electric guitar, can sing. Everything dat u can name is in him. WAH!!! SO SHUAI. Can't help staring at him during praise and worship lehs. HAHA!!! It was GREAt. hee.. Whee.. so shuai.. so shuai!!! hAHahah.. ok.. i am dreaming lohs.. dun drool, cos he ALREADY GOT A GIRLFWEN. hahah.. Oh~ heard dat CLEMENT got 4 As and 2 distinction for his S papers. HAha~ so bian tai but he did. hahaa.. hmm...... i am gng for band later. haha.. Which is gd la.. i miss everyone in band, my sax, mr sim. ayes.. I love dem yet sometimes, i hate dem. Bleahz.. shall end here.. hmm.. shall go catch some slp le... or else tml will become panda wor. hEe.. Love ya..

hmm.. din blog yday cos i am very tired!!! haha.. went out with Joce yday.. went to orchard.. haha.. tink we both like very sk liddat lehz.. keep walking to the wrong direction. haha.. Sorry ahz.. but nvm.. at least we got to Far East!! hAha.. yupz~ I bot a pair of shoes! hee.. finally found a pair of flats la.. tsk.. den bot a tshirt frm bossini. hee.. actually saw lotsa nice things lehs.. budden hor.. no $$ haha.. hafta wait till i work la.. den can use the $ to buy!! hee.. den ate ramen.. quite cheap lehs.. $5.90. haha.. It is quite spicy lehz.. haha.. cos i keep adding the chilli powder or wadeva dats called. haha.. den we walk back to taka.. haha.. went to mac and rest. haha.. keep kena approached by salesman?? hAha.. do we look very rich?! My god. haha.. den we were crapping in mac la.. den jus when i was tinking wad color hair dye sld i buy.. my god.. when i turn to my right side..... i saw someone whu looks like him loHS.. i mean the back view k. OMG. I mean.. ok.. i nearly fainted la.. den i keep looking and looking and i concluded dat he is nt him cos he is nt dat all la. HAHAHa.. but still.. u noe.. haha.. den later me and joce went to the toilet.. after dat when we are walking back to wisma.. o man.. dat guy is walking towards our direction!!!! haha.. but ok.. i remained calm of cos. haha..

kkz.. after dat.. went to meet my jie at bugis.. hmm.. she very ma fan lehs.. tell me to wait for her at the temple cos her client's place is near to the temple.. den when i reached dere.. the hindu temple is having some sorta ceremony thingy inside.. so i went to have a look.. hmm.. quite noisy la.. cos got all the drums and all dat. hee.. den went to shop awhile.. den had dinner at mos burger den go home! *home sweet home* tsk.. so tired manz!!!! haha.. Oh~ jus dyed my hair.. hahaha.. hope i can step into the sickening sch on fri to get my results. haha..


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Yupz~ din blog yday cos i was feeling very restless. haha.. nutting to do.. -bleahz-.. but seriously.. i am feeling very bored. hmm.. looking thru the newspaper for job but why are all the jobs located in the eastern part of SG?? Ayes... like so far lohz.. hee.. anyway.. it looks like its gng to rain again lehs.. haha.. aye.. betta dun rain or else i cant wash my jeans and pullover!!!!!!! UrghZ..

Anyway.. nutting much happened yday lehs.. went to my uncle's hse in the afternoon to see the new-born baby! hee.. so cute!!! So small size one.. his name sld be Zayne la.. wahaha.. weird name though.. but it sounds like "saint"?? hahaa.. but he is a cute lil thing. hee... always crying. -shakes head- Den opp my uncle's blog, got a funeral gng on.. wahhh.. tell u man.. its so noisy!!! Got all the drums la.. band la..... wadevea u name, it will be dere. Like some kinda celebration thingy??? haha.. Got some many pple lehs.. den heard frm my uncle its already very long liaoz.. dunno when is it gng to end.. haha.. when the thingy finally ended.. me, my mama, my lil cousin and my uncle's wife all went to the window to see. =X haha... very magnificent lehs.. its like.. SO MANY PPLE lohs.. i counted lehs.. the dead rite.. got 4 sons and 5 daughters which is alot lohs. WAHhh.. den got some many grandchildren and got great-grandchildren somemore. Somehow i tink, the person mus be very bless?? got some many pple to go with him at the end of his whole life. Unlike my uncle......................................... haiz.. dun talk abt sad things le.. Miss my uncle. Neway... went to IMM after dat.. haha....... went daiso and my mama bot some things dere.. but seriously la.. the things dere like nt very practical one lehs.. all so jap one.. and some are nt even worth $2 lohs... haha.. but some are la.. hee.. den when we wan to go home.. we realised dat it was raining outside.. haha.. so in the end, we were very wet.. esp the legs??? Cos it was flooding out!!!!!!!!! UrghZ.. haha.. kkZz.. shall stop here la.. like nutting much to say.. getting kinda boring la.. hee...........

Saw this test on Rae's blog.. and she saw this test on AnLin's blog. Haha..its quite accurate la.. hee.. =P

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