Should be slping soon.. and i suddenly tink of my poor blog. haha! had not been blogging regularly again. hEHz. yuppys. will be having cip presentation again tml *sighx* all these presentations really sucks lahz. Feel really tired manz. Having LMS skit on friday after lms. *omgz* pls save me lahx.. after s&w somemore.. it will be damn rush and stuff. hahaz.. i am scared dat i cant remember the lines for the script lahx. hee ( : [sunday]den yday.. wanjing+xinzi+weifeng+albert came over to my hse to reheasre the skit lahz.. tink its okayz.. but like a bit too short lahx. hahahz. and we ended talking about GHOSTS. Like WTH? And xinzi started finding ghost videos online and before the video start playing.. she screamed lahz! scare me lahz.. but the video turned out to be duper lame lahx! hahah!! Den we went to http://www.rotten.com. Like wth again lahz! haha!! its DAMN gross lahx.. but some are plain hilarious k *nodds* hahah!! [saturday] went to westpoint hospital to visit joy lahz.. and yeahz.. she's well and kicking again now. lolz. she's fine.. hee ( : met may at lakeside mrt and xinzi+yilee cos dey wanna borrow my digicam. hee.. and saw amanda (-.-) at there too. ermz.. kinda kena shocked lahz.. cos suddenly 3 groups of pple in front of me at the same time. hahah!! oh oh!! the hospital is kinda freaky can? hahah!! *cant stand it* the corridoor is like.. *ERR* hahah! FREAKY!!! hee ( : yeah joy! u are out of dere k! hahah!! saw one of my long time no see friend on the train as i was gg home.. and erm.. din noe he's kinda good looking now. haha!! well.. he's not in the past.. hahah!! he had changed his hairstyle to clean-cut lahz.. maybe dats why he looks neater now.. and somemore, he's in ns now mah.. dats why tanner and fitter now. lolz! pls dun get the wrong idea. hahah!! jus praising him only k ^.^ gotta study for econs test lahz. Its on thurs and i haven even start on anything yet. Jus finished my bstats tut and *sighz* its as bad as usual. shant talk abt it. hee ( : kkz.. i shall be off to neverland soon! tata!!! ( :

I have got so much things to blog about. hahaa~ And i dunno where to start actually. ok.. ermz.. shall start with yday den. hmm.. yday is a rallie busy day. *sighz* had ocomm lesson at 9am. hmm.. individual speech practice lahz. hahaH! well.. it went well for me lahz.. talked about my band experience lahz.. and while i was talking.. lotsa memories are flooding back to me. haha! and my eyes is watery.. which means.. nearly cried. haha!! ERM. okayz~ this is kinda dumb lahz.. but come to tink of it.. really missed the times back in band yeah? *sighz* and ms tan says my speech is sincere and is from the heart. hee ( : yupps! had lects and studied for econs replacement test at SIM library and the sofa is so comfy!! I actually wanted to carry it to lect hall. hAhah!! not funny. :X hehz!! Den had our IDEAS presentation and i realised we are talking in front of some many pple can? ANd i was the last speaker lahz!! My feet was wet. hahah!! too nervous liaoz. First time mahz.. cannot blame. hee( : but we only won COP lahz.. which is like.. gd lahz.. cos.. out of so many teams we can get in.. its quite difficult ^.^ ANd dat biz stats lecturer is the short tongued lecturer lahz! so irritating can? I dunno wad's he talking and weelll.. dere goes my biz stats.. gonna go thru it myself lahz *pouts* Den had econs replacement test at 5.15pm lahz and yarhz.. all the microecons tutors pls go and bang wall. hahah!! cos dey are slow and INEFFICIENT lah. HAIZ! No confidence to do better den my test 1.. *sighz* Den was gg to tuiton lahz. And thE stupid 61 is like.. so slow?? waited for like 30min for it and when it come, it was so freaking packed can? Was feeling pukish and my head was damn pain when giving tuition.. couldn't even solve the easy qn!! HAiz! ANd the mum was telling me the student is very MUCH INFLUENCED by me lahz! And he listen to EVERYTHING i say can? ERR!! PRESSURIZED! ahahah!! okokz.. shall go and have my dinner le.. gg church soon!! *tata*

Going off to tuition soon, but i jus read the article on jay and patty hou and jolin lahx. *sighz* and now everyone including jackywu is saying dat jay and jolin were actually tgt and jay keep denying it and he even said dat jolin is not really related to him lahz. omgz. really diappointed cos this whole thing is like trying to say dat jay is actually a big liar along. And he is the bad guy and go around hurting girl's heart and well.. i tink jolin is darn brave lahz. But come to tink of it, why jay fans prefer patty hou to jolin ahz? it's so stupid can.

*jay is singing dao dai now -roll eyes-*

yarhz.. but its like.. dey predict dat this jay-patty relationship will only last for like at most 9mths? like so evilz lahz.. although i also hope that dey will faster end. ahhahah!! really man.. tink this topic is really catching everyone's attention lahz. And i think the media is earning big bucks lah. tis is so dumbz. *screamz*

yeahz.. din blog yday cos was feeling tired. Okays. i meant 2 days ago. muahaha~ jus realised it is past 12am le.. so its sunday liaoz. *yawnz* tml tuition at 1130am. *sighz* nitto wake up early and stuff. But well.. earn money lehx.. die also have to go lahx. hee ( : anywayz.. friday was okay lahx. Morning went for class and now i am having muscle ache. lolz. aye.. did rehearsal for LMS and albert is so friggin shy. hahaha!! Like lil boy boy liddat. Really wonder how we are gg to act. But he did improve after a few trials. hahaha!! Den rushed home lahx.. cos it was near 1pm when i reach the bus stop and thank god!! the buses came when i reached so in the end, i only took like 15min to reach home. Muahahahaha!! Den bath and changed and eliz called and asked me where am i. AHahha! I ming ming tell her meet at 2pm lah.. den she reached at 1.30pm. oppz! hahah!! so i rushed down lohz and when i reached the interchange, min called and hee ( : she reached le. muahahah! so we walked over to kbox tgt. yeah! and we are like siao charboh when we are at kbox lah. Sing and sing and sing. Sang almost all of Jay's song. MAuahahah!! and Liang Jing Ru's song. Den min have to leave at 4+ cos she got tuition. hehz!! and me and eliz cont to sing till 630pm+ liddat den we left. its quite cheap actually cos we had the student rate. hee. yay! enjoyed dat day!! i tiNk i still got lotsa songs haven sing.. hee hee!! I love k-boxing!! ahhz.. read the newspaper and saw jay and patty hou hugging and holding hands and its like.. quite confirmed dat dey are tgt? lolz. jus feel dat jay should had been more truthful abt this relationship lah.. now like.. let pple think he's trying to gain publicity or something. Den dat patty hou also quite fake also lahx. but well.. still have to support my idol ritez? hehz.. he's also human and if he dun get a girlfriend soon, the paparazzi mite say he is a gay or something. hahahah!! well.. i hope their relationship works out but still.. i feel so sad for Jolin. haha!! well.. they had been linked tgt for like 4years.. suddenly liddat.. *sighz* and the pple are saying jay is 2-timing like HELLO! when did he ever start with jolin lahz? stupid media. stupid dogs!!

*Min!! Eliz!! WHEN'S OUT NEXT KBOX SESSION?

Yupps! its time for today's entry. hehz!! today is a busy busy day. Had microecons lect in the morning, den bstats lect in the afternoon, den ocomm test in the evening den LMS project after the ocomm test. *phew* feeling so tired now. hahahz.. yeahz.. ocomm test is like shit lahx. *no comments* i totally forgot wads DSEC le. I noe ms tan got teach b4 but errr.. i still cannot recall lehz. hahahz.. this is the result of not gg for lecture, and talking during tutorial *bleahz* ayes.. but its over!! so erm.. dun really wanna tink too much about it. hehx. hmmz.. den after dat.. went to take some pics for lms. haha~ alber is so shy lahx. lolz. dunno why also. but i look like siao char bo inside the pic cos 1st, there's wind when taking pic and 2nd, it was the end of the day liaoz. hahahha!! my my!! later pple see the pic sure luff at me de. hahaha!!! oh ohz~ feel like getting the straw bag. hee hee.. lynette got 1.. and its nice!!! whahaha... its in fashion now. MuAHahah!! shall ask my sista to buy. ^.^

i did a silly thing jus now. *luff*
i took 105 all da way to the stop opposite chevron jus to catch Jay on mtv asia aid on tvmobile.
*grinz*
hee ( : i tink he look super good when he play the piano!! He sang Wo Niu. tsk tsk.
He rocks!
okayx.. finally i got back all my ct papers le. ahhhx.. din do very well lahx.

biz stats: 68/100
microecons: 66/100
cip: 74/100

hahah!! bad bad results. gonna work hard.
ahhx.. supposed to have tuition later but i cancelled it.
reason?
haven finish studying for ocomm test tml. *sighz*
and the mum was definitely not happy with it.
haha.. partly my fault lah.. budden can't be help rite? i din plan for the test tml.
the mum is a pain in the ass. *bleahz* so evilz.
*sighz* friday gg out with eliz and shumin but xinzi says need to stay back to for lms- rehearsal.
hmm.. but i also nv really go out since sch start. i wan to go ktv!!
*sighx*

Had ob presentation today and i tot it was okay. haha~ was not feeling nervous lah.. cos its supposed to be fun lahs. haha!! The skit was ok.. quite funny. xinzi and wanjing acted well. hehx. But for my scene, i made a mistake in the perception made. haha~ but dun care le. it doesn't matter cos its over!!! *yay* haha!! wun see ob till end of sem exam. hee ( : anyways.. my dear baby lappy is finally installed with ms office 2003. haha~ i was living 1 week without dat and realised it was hell w/o it man!! So now u noe why bill gates is so rich lah huhz. yupppx. now my msn got more fonts to choose from also. hahahz. realised the sch had put the installation file onto the network, so next time, if need to install.. we jus need to go sch and long on to NPNet and can install from there le. hee ( : no need to go beg the pple at lvl5 ^.^ but the guy on duty today is the wear specs one. hee.. he's nice lah.. compared to the rest and he's so helpful.. not like the others, got attitude problem one. alrites. gotta go study for ocomm test on thurs *sighx* its like chapt 1 to 6 can and dey only annouce like yday? so smart of them. I love them manz. got the test 2 dates le. *sighx* dun look forward to dat.

3rd March : microecons

11th March : bstats

and bstats is on friday can? 6-7pm.. and my IS modules are in the morning, 8-12pm. *gekz* den go home.. slack and go back to sch. tis is so dumbz!! can't dey put it on other days? and how am i gg to rush down to church?? *my god* ahhz! tis is so freaking sianz lahz!! okays. gotta run and study ocomm. *yawnz* tatazzzzz

had tuition jus now. see!! i spent my once-a-yr vday with my beloved tuition kid. *sighz* zhen shi de. He called me b4 i went over to his house and told me to get him long john combo 1. haha~ i tink i am becoming his nanny rather den tutor huhz. i still have to help him get dinner man. haha~ i tink the mum should increase my pay man. tsk tsk. anyway.. tuition is quite okayz lahz.. just dat he gave me so damn many heart attack today. 1st, he told me he dunno how to do simple fractions.. its those kind u learn in p4 u noe. *shakes head* 2nd, he told me his CA1 is on 1st March and hello!!! My econs test is on 3rd march. *sighz* still hafta worry abt my tution kid lahz. 3rd, he told me his recent ratio test he got 2.5/8. I was like omg??? I tot him b4 one lahz!!! And he keep saying he noe and yarhs.. after his test.. i better not trust his words huh *faints* 4th, he told me the retest is tml *puke blood* If his mum never tell him to bring out this paper, i wouldn't have known abt dat lohz and wonderfully, he only told me these 4 things 10min b4 the session end. I tink he tot dat i am a super woman or something lahz. Please kill me *sighz* Tink it could be quite puke blood to teach him but well.. money is equally impt lahz. But her mum gave me angbao. haha!!! only $6 lahz. lolz~ but i expected $4. hahah!!! ohohz.. supposed to go out with joy+may+jas+angie today to celebrate vday lahz.. but well.. a busy woman like me.. haha~ cant be help kz. tsk. Felt a bit paiseh cos everytime when its time to meet them up, i always always cannot make it de. haha~ dunno why. No fate. hahahah!!! *choyz* No fate how to become good buddies??? hee ( : anywayz.. tml is ob presentation. heh.. tink this presentation is quite okay lah. So many presentation le.. quite immuned to it le. Nutting is worse than pw in jj *roll eyes* and there's this ocomm test on thurs and i only noe it now?? haha~ chamz. dun tink i attended any of the wed lect b4. haha!!! tink i shall do VERY WELL huhz. hahah!! Thurs also got ocomm individual speech. *sighz* gonna talk abt band. hahaz.. its back to crescent and the good old times in band. hee ( : i miss the pple!! let's meet up someday! ^.^

happy valentine's day!

please fill the air with love!! *winkz*

Its a hot day. Hot afternoon. SUN is shining brightly. I can feel the heat now. *scream*
alrites. haha! its damn hot lahs. dunno wads with the weather nowadays lahz. hot den too hot. cold den too cold. dun haf a normal day with normal temperature. omgz. I hope dere will not be any fire near the bush here. haha~ got also nvm cos the fire station is nearby. *choyz* haha!! okok. went for service jus now. 9am. haha! Woke up at 720am, reach church at 8.20am. omgz.. but still couldn't get the front seats cos all the seats on the ground and slope were booked. my gosh. its so much worse than fri service can? So in the end, we took the side slope lohz. view is not bad lahz.. but haiz.. i still prefer ground seats ^.^ issac's sis was here jus now. she's nice and friendly. tskz. saw yuanxing and hubert. it seems like ages dat i din see them. my god. haha~ service is good. msg is good. ayes. everything is good. hohoz. den went lunching with bro ken+qin+yan+km+jack+changyan+issac+weijun. hee ( : had xiao wo mian. *slurpps* its nice. tsk tsk. but the ingredients can be more. hahahha!! Den came home lah.. tried to slp but i found dat i couldn't fall aslp lah. dunno why also. haha~ gd lah.. den at nite den can slp. hee hee. shall go cont my econs tut now. was supposed to meet joy to watch movie but aye, got tut to rush. haha~ sorry joy! next time! hahah~ hope u enjoy the movie! *muacks*

ahhhz~ i feel so slpy!!! *YAWN* woke up at 730am to go sch jus for sports and wellness and lms. *sianz* so tired. Cant even open my eyes now. actually dun feel like gg to sch one lohz~ but dat wanjing wanna go repair laptop.. so me and xinzi hafta pei her to sch. But happily.. both of them nv wait for me and go to sch ferz. I did msg wanjing to tell her i am gg to sch wad.. and we'll be meeting at 8am at the interchange. And she nv wait lah. she say she nv receive any msg from me. *faints* Was feeling so pissed off lah. Like duhz rite. anyways~ we did line dancing and did some weights today. hand will not be pain one o.O" and went for lms. hmmz.. went off at 11am. told esther chin dat i gg to meet some tcher. *opps* haha!! cant stand it lahs.. its so boring.. hee ( : later gg to have dinner with my relatives le. gg to lao yu sheng. *yay* i wan2 slp!!!!!!

seriously. i am freaking pissed now.

dun wish to talk.

pissed off.

Shall make a quick quick post.. cos gotta go bath and watch my Jay show later on TV. *tsk* hee.. anyways!! today is cny eve!! YAY!! MEans.. later got lotsa food and i already see lotsa food on the table and i nearly fainted? cos.. got 1 duck 1 chicken, braised chicken's feet with mushroom, steamboat stuff.. and these are jus the simple 4 dishes. *gasps* hahah!! my parents cook and cook and cook.. my gawd!! Was telling them dat.. we no need to cook for another 2 week le. haha!!! yupps!! I jus put up the new yr deco with my dad. hee.. this is wad i enjoy the most during new yr! its so fun!! and now my hse looks like lelong lelong le. hAHAha!! anyways! went for my 1st ever driving lesson and i tink its better not for me to drive on the real road. HAHAH!! Cos.. my steering technic is cmi. haha!! and i keep removing the clutch when i stop the car and yupps.. the car stalled. And i dunno restart the car how many freaking times lah. lolz. and i tink the instructor was so scared to sit in my car. HAHAH!! And he was telling me.. dere's no accident in bbdc b4 and i am gg to be the 1st. AHAHAHH!! During the session.. he and me kept luffing and luffing. my god! haha!! cannot make it lah. haha!! den.. went tuition.. and the kid wanted me to help him get dinner *faints* He wanted fillet-O-fish.. so i shun bian get my own 'dinner' cos i haven eaten lunch. lolz~ and we were both eating in his room. lolz~ yay!! i hope gerald have the car later.. so after 12am today.. we can go dou feng. *tsk* i wanna go esplanade and put the fireworks!! Hee!!!

Hee.. had cgm jus now.. and the refreshment was gd. Had like so much food lah.. got dumplings and stuff *yumz* hee.. and during cgm.. bro ken asked a qn and said, " Are u a wanted person in hell?" woah!! and dat rallie hit me man.. its like.. yarhs! If i am VERY on fire for God, the stupid Satan is definitely going to fight back de.. haha~ yah.. and i tot dat was a very meaningful qn. hee ( : oh!! I bot jay's incomparable concert live vcd *drools* hahah!! I finish watching the 1st disc le. hee hee. And he's so so so so CHARMING. whhaha!!! I haven watch the part when he play piano. hee hee!!! I tink i will faint. yupps!! Uploaded some 2 pictures when Jay is at bangkok for mtv asia aid. hee hee!! He looks so *faints* when he play the piano!! tsk tsk!! And Alicia Keys was introducing him sia!! haha!! *yay*

Jay performing at MTV Asiaid 2005


Jay posing at the red carpet

Thanks mama for the glass of warm honey yday nite.. and it really brighten up my day. Cos i was coughing like mad and i tot i was gg to die at that moment with so much anger and fustration bottled up in me for the past 1 week. YEah.. it all started when study break starts. yupps.. i tink i need to do something to vent it out.. or else i will go mad someday. Dun think its becos of sch.. *sighs* I tried to make myself happy. BE HAPPY. but i tink i failed. I feel like crying out LOUD but i jus couldn't make my tears FLOW. What can i do now? I tink rite now.. i can only wait till i explode and yupps.. this feeling will be gone.

tears are still not flowing as i listen to taoze's Ai Wo Hai Shi Ta.

Sometimes i wonder.. Who Am I?

dun worry. i dun have sucidal tots.

but i feel like EXPLODING now.

help.

this sucks.

*SCREAM*

*sighs* dunno wad to say abt my econs paper. 1 word.. DEPRESSING. dunno why.. i hope i dun fail this paper. i lost like.. 13mks already.. on this friggin qns abt PPF and price floor. Like wth wth wth!!! *SCREAM* And after my test.. as i was walking along the bukit batok walkway.. dere are HELL lots of SURVEYORS blocking the friggin way. Gimme A BReak can?! STOP BLOCKING MY WAY. *ROAR* sorry.. i tink i sound damn pissed here.. but i am lah. DUN EVER LET ME SEE THOSE SURVEYORS AGAIN.

Having microecons test later. Seriously speaking.. i haf no confidence in this paper.. although i have such a great tutor. *sighs* i hope everything will go well later. Please God.. let me have a clear mind later.. and i will rememeber everything i had studied. Jus realised B.A.D's songs are damn nice. haha~ i only tot their WO DE CUO is nice.. but when i listen to their newest album.. WOAH.. i am amazed. haha~ i tink dey lack of the luck and of cos.. looks. haha.. can u imagine if dey are like F4 liddat.. with their talents, its not difficult to like u noe.. be popular. I mus recommend 2 song by them.. call.. Ai Shang Le Huai and Don't Say Goodbye. HEh.. its damn nice. Their vocals is amazing. *grinz*

**Wo Niu - JieLun

I really really want to cut my hair. haha~ but peiyan made a statement just now and it sets me tinking. She said, " what if it turns out ugly?" hahaha!! Err.. not dat i dun trust the hairstylist.. but aiyar.. dunno lahz.. i shall decide again. Cos i definitely tink my hair looks like a mop. haha!! Not so jialat.. maybe.. wild grass. erpz.. dat worse. *luffs* okkays.. dat so much on my hair. heh. anyways.. had biz stats test jus now. 25 mcqs in 1 hr. On average, 2.25min for each qn. hahah.. how's dat possible. I keep referring back to the notes and hmm.. it wasted a hell loads of time lah. well.. can't be helped. and the 1st few qns were on theory and yeah.. i din even touch on my chapt 1 lahz.. and dat explains why i keep referring back to the notes. *sighs* and tis is the first paper i in my entire life.. when its the last 5min.. i still have like 3 calculation qns to do. haha!! Not bad.. but i managed to finish the paper. But correct or not i dare not say.. cos its like.. errr.. 50-50?? I hope dere's no careless mistakes!! *pray hard*

okays~ my sister came home last nite and tell me dat.. her friend went to watch Incomparable Jay concert on sat in M'sia.. den she was staying in the same hotel as Jay?!!! And apparently.. she bumped into him and waved to him!!! and of cos the ever adorable Jay waved back to her!!! and huh!! the distance bw jay and her is like 1 arm's length? Omg! I am so jealous!! But she was not fast enuff to like take pic of him or with him and she only took his back. *faints* If i were i.. i would want to shake his hands. Hee.. i really wan to see him in person and shake his hands. haiz~ Jay Jay JAy!! and yeah.. apparently yday.. i call in to Y.E.S 93.3 yday for 2 times and it got thru. haha!! lucky day. lolz.. but yeah.. din got on air cos dey are playing a game dat requires 2 friends lah. like where da hell i go find a friend at 12am?! lolz~ i will try to call again today!! haha!!

Long Juan Feng - JieLun