okies.. haha.. as u can see.. the previous entry i wrote is eeermm.. too agitated le. ahhaha.. erms... like wads jOy told me. haha..hmm... yah.. too agitated le. ahahhaha

Special Time: 1904hrs
Special Day: 29th May
Special Place: Raffles Place Mrt Station

okies.. i tink i can rallie go bang wall le!!!!!!!! -SCREAM- &#*()*#*&#&($& i mean.. seriously.. FREAK! I jus embarassed myself in front of him. AGRH~~!!!! How cld i b so stupid! Such an ass. Okies.. story goes like dis yah?! Suppose to like meet his @VCH.. but apparently his friends are late.. so he want to meet me @Raffles Place la. so fine.. saw him.. wanted to go over but his frien has to like appear @tis moment!! (*&(#&*#$*&#*&()# DEn.. i was like.. walking in front of him.. den he din recognised me! *#!_)#(#**(#(*)#Q).. soo.. i had to like call him and ask where is he when i noe he is dere lo!!!!! GRR.. den when he pay me.. he paid like $15?! So i only had $50 in my wallet.. so i told him i have no change... so.... he waz like.. "nvm.. give me back $2 or if u wan to give me $50 also can!" i was like.. giving him the WADDEHELL look. Boohoo....... den heng heng.. deb gave me the $2 to like return to him. AGGGGH! DEn at dat moment.. MAYBELLINE havE to like ask me IN FRONT OF HIM.. "whu ******?" I was like WTH?! WTH?! WTH?! I was embarassed to death. yes. To DEATH. YAH. So in the ENd.. i dun dare to like LOOK AT HIM. FREAK. Okkk.. nvm.. dats not the worst. The worst part is.. when i turn around and asked MAYBELLINE how to walk.. i saw him walking directly behind us and smiling.. i was like.. OUTTA MY MIND.. SO I TOOK THE WRONG ESCALATOR UP. -CRIES- HE MUS BE LUFFING AT ME?! OR tInk i am a super moroN. AHHHHHHH!!!!!! Okis. So loser rite. hais. loser.

Loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser
i am a freaking loser. hais.

okies.. when LM gets pissed off.. she is really pissed. I mean.. u make me fustrated hor.. nvm one.. but pls pls.. dun distort the things i had said n make the misunderstanding even worse. I mean.. WORDS KILL yah? wth.

okies.. basically.. i was feeling angry yday.. reason?! Cos of the contact list la.. suppose to me me helping ken with the CT list.. but it end up dat i am doing everything la.. of cos with Qin helping me?! I mean.. wad kinda shit is tis.. k.. fine.. i noe he is bz with other stuff.. but i have my own share to be bz with also ma.. and i cant stand his attitude and stuff?? hellooo.. wake up?? tis is the wrong attitude yah?? anyway.. the ct list is almost done la.. ayes.. hope it will turn out nicely loh. waddahell.. i cant help to scold &(*# while doing.. its too much le la.

Slacking slacking.. hee.. 1st day of the week.. lalala.. no work for me.. hee.. was like.. TV.. eat.. net.. blah blah.. hee.. anyway.. talk to Min jus now.. YES MIN.. i Am BlArY SHOCKED! hahaha.. kks.. hMm.. basically i am jus slacking like no tml.. choy.. of cos will have tml.. hahah.. was reading the newspaper.. haha... was searching for Ting's name.. baahhaa.. in de end.. only can see Wayne Choi's name.. haha..nvm.... at least his proj is being interviewed la... hehe.. Ooohh.. anyway.. yday.. went for BIG HOT WALK hahah.. walked for like 5km.. under the hOt hot SuN... with so many human jam.. wadeva.. had a gd bonding time with CG pple again! HEe.. walk walk walk.. after everything ended.. everyone was like.. DEAD.. hahaha.. went SingPost to eat with Ken+Qin+Shen+YAN+jean+JingYi+Hubert @KFC.. wahaha.. den after dat.. had bS.. kEn gave la.. quite gd la.. but have rm for improvement. hee.. den went home.. feeling reallll dead man.. hahaa........ but i survived till like 10pm b4 i really SLP. bahahhaha...

Tml gng church office @Suntec to do admin stuff for youth Conference.. 10am.. alamak.. den @night gng for youth Conference prayer meeting! Yay! hahaha.. den Ken wans me to give him 2 designs for the contact list.. woohoo.. not working still so bz.. bahahahha...

hee.. din blog for like 1week! hee.. tink lotsa things happen la.. hmm.. anyway.. had cell group in my hse! haha! Cool!! but i had to like pack my rm b4 dey can use.. jus realised how messy is my rm lehs.. hee.. but its kinda small?! Bt its ok la.. hee.. how i wish i can hold cgm @my place every week.. hee.. den my mum so cute la.. talk to sis jav abt marriage.. blah blah blah.. haha.. den shen+Qin+Ken+Yan+me were like... Hmmm.. hhahaa.. funny funny! anyway.. my mum praise Sis Jav.. hahaha.. well.. sis jav is gd la.. hee..

okies.. anyway.. yday was my last day of work.. haha.. so happy! cant believe its like the last day.. hee.. den its like.. i super attitde to those customers who rejected my offer.. hahaha.... when dey are still talking on the other line.. i jus slam down the fone?! O no?! hahahaa.. talk abt gd customer svc.. but its like.. super irritating?! anyway.. last day le... wan to complain den complain lohs... haha.. hmm.. den super irritating.. cos got tis customer.. i cldnt get him @his office.. so i gotta call him @his hse.. its like.. I GOT NO CHOICE but to call rite.. i mean.. dere is always hope dat he had taken off on dat day mah.. soo.. i called la.. den.. the dad picked up the fone la.. so i asked whether the cm is around nt.. so.. the #()$&++_)#!(($)*@ father say.. " U noe this is a hse number? so u wun expect him to be @home @ tis time?" I was like EXPLODING liao.. so i was like.. " OK. THANK YOU." and i slammed down the phone.. hahaha.. and i started screaming.. " I NOE U ARE NOT @ HOME LA! BLOODY HELL!" oh.. ahahha.. and it so happened dat Myron(haha.. the cute guy sitting in the same rm as me.. hee) was beside me and he was staring Me with his jaws open?! hahahaha.. opps.. i scared him? or maybe....... i shocked him la.. but its normal in Telesales to be so fustrating la.. hee.. well well... den we took like... 1.5hrs of lunch...... hahahah dun care liao la.. do i care?! waahhaha... anyway.. got my pay liao.............. so lil... ayes.. take so long den get the money.. hahaa....... oh.. went U2 with Christine to get the 2 for $29 shirt.. hee.. nice.. i got the pink one.. muahhahaa......... nice nice...

Whee.. today had cell grp meeting again. heh.. truly rocks? Tink i looked fwd to cgm every week.. hee.. its fun to be in the same grp as dem.. fun.. and most imptly.. there is love in the place.. filled with friends' love.. and God's love. Oh~ anyway.. went to donate blood b4 cgm. haha.. omg~ its like.. its not really dat pain la.. but when I am @the station to test whether my blood got enuff iron not.. its pain! ahahah.. its like when u make I/C.. dat kind la.. but its PAIN LA! hahaha.. now my middle finger is pain.. blue black. hahah.. last time make i/c.. also blueblack la. -shakes head- haha! den shen was trying to take pics.. oF Me in pain. (*#()#.. haha.. nvm.. had fun.. me, jean, qin and Jingyi.. and of cos with our dear cam man.. shen.. hhaha.. had fun luffing.. and i tink the rest of the pple dere tot we were siao. hahah.. -sot- hee.. anyway.. had fun dere la.. hmm~ I will go for the next blood donation drive! hee.. -not pain.. not pain- hahaha..

anyway.. yday was fine.. went to work in the morning. ahahha.. bot cam.. hmm.. Christine hor.. very ma fan. hahaha.. take pic with her hor.. like tis not nice.. like dat not nice.. >.< so ma fan.. so in the end.. keep taking and taking. hahaha.. wanted to take with Jasper since its his last day.. haha.. nvm.. in de end din la.. cos his sales not v.gd la. hahah.. hee.. anyway.. went to shop @MPH b4 going to catch the church bus.. bot tis bk.. "THE LITTLE FRIEND".. looks quite nice? tinking i sld read something b4 i start sch.. or else my brain will really go rusty sia. hee.. but i started reading the bk le.. quite nice.. hmm.. some murder case of some boy on mother's day. How sad.. but quite errie... will update the bk as i read along. hEE...

anyway.. pst shared a v.sad story yday.. gng to type it out....

after the Vietnam War.. the american soldiers were sent back to USA. dere is dis soldier, he called up his parents in NEW YORK when he is still in San Francisco. He was excited and told his parents dat he will be reaching home tml. And he added, " Dad, Mum.. i got tis friend who was badly injured during the war, cos he accidently stepped onto a mine and had lost his one arm and one leg.. and i wld like him to stay with us." BUt upon hearing tis.. his parents objected and tink it wld be a burden to them. After dey put down the phone.. dey nv heard frm the soldier again. A few days later, the police frm San Fransico called up the parents and told dem dat the soldier was found dead. When the parents went to collect the body.. dey realised dat their son was only left with one arm and one leg. True enuff.. the friend he was talking abt was himself.

ayes.. so sad hor.. i mean.. if de parents din say dat and is willing to take in the friend.. the soldier will @least feel better and wld not had went to commit suicide le. Oh well..

~*+Let Love Fill the Air+*~

Hee.. will be working till next fri. Mel dun wan to release me lehs.. wanted to stop like.. tml? haha.. but well.. too short a notice le. ayes.. stress job. its like.. always nv reach quota one. haha~ well well... but heys~ had fun crapping with Christine.. hee.. and Jasper.. though he will b leaving tml.. haha.. bt will rem him as tHe crappy guy sitting beside me and christine.. always suanning us.. hahaha..... den still got Mr Pointed Shoes. AHahhaa. the stupid gay. hmm~ always trying to glide bw my chair and the boxes. haahh~ well.. trying to show off his "PERFECT" fig. hmm~ hahaha.. well.. actually he not bad looking lehs.. like his previous hairstyle.. but now.. he cut it.. so its not nice anymoreeeee.. hahaha.. hmm~ dere is also like 3 more new pple working in the Balcon rm. but tink sld be retention la. haha.. dey seems.. guai la.. hais.. dunno la. hehe.. hm... wun miss working dere though. like why wld i rite?! hahaha..

oh~ anyway.. yday was the Big Day!!!! TALENT TIME!!! hee.. my church one.... cool!! Played the sax.. ok la.. got screwed up a bit.. tot i wld like sound bad.. but its like... when i listened to the video.. it doesnt sound like i played wrongly lehs.. aiyar.. Norman la.. he came in earlier den me!!! Omg~ hahaa........ den i was like.......... nvmm..... everything was fine.. jus tot that the whole thing looks like.. American Idol lehs.. haha~ Oh~ Bro Poh rocks?~! Luv hiM! hee.. anyway.. its a great bonding time bw the 5 of us.

+Rick+YAN+NOrmAn+KEN+Meng+

Hee.. TeaM Covalent. Rocks~!

anyway.. saw my ex-cell peex. dey seems awkward to see me. well.. i dun actually feel anything la..but seeing dem acting like tis.. i also.. haIS.. sian 1/2. really. its like.. treating me like.. u all dunno me la.. hais.. but well.. nvm.. i am happy in this cell.

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hah. Our dreams is da same. Potential in us will be released. Soon.. love God with our heart, with our Soul. Love one another.

~*+God LoVeS me.. ANd U!+*~

OkiEs.. I realised blogger had changed its image! ahaha.. Sk me.. wadeva la.. felt better today. Yday i was really in a real foul mood la.. and its those kinda extream cases whereby i exploded like nobody's biz. haha.. hmm.. ok la.. was quite fustrated with my dad yday la.. scolded me for nutting. but well. guess.. everything is fine now. yups.. and for the talent tiMe.. aye.. keep making changes to the parts. I mean.. its nt as though we got lotsa time to prac it loh?? But well.. i jus practically stormed off. bahaha.. seldom see lm storm off huh. But den again.. I noe most of the musical stuff mah.. mus @least listen to my comments mah.. hais.. wadeva.. -shrugs- Anyway.. was feeling really ok today liaos.. ahahha.. and talk to Christine. My god?! She is actually his Childhood friend. i was like.. -.- hahahaha.. so conincidence. diaos. hahaha.. Cant believe still.. lalala.. hahaa........

Did I say I hate to be accused of? Yesh. I hate it. That's why i hate u. SO much to the extent that I want to kill u. WHy do i have to spoil my day by accusing me of something dat i had nv done b4? Get out of my life ok.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hee... thanks peex for those lovely msg. haha.. when i woke up..... my hp was bursting with HAPPY BIRTHDAY msg. wEll.. its always gd to have pple remembeing ur bday rite. haha.. Sorry Joy. ahhahaa.. i tink she called me at 12am.. but i was so tired dat i din hear da phone rang. hahaa.. sorry sorry.. but nvm.. its da tot dat counts!!!! Hmm.. oh~ Thanks Christine+SiLing for da cake. haha.. haven eat though.. urm.. den.. oh! Mama bot me a cake.. nice.. mango cake. hahaha.. thanks thanks. ayes.. everything is perfect.. jus dat... he nv wish me happy birthday only.=-shrugs= hais..

hmm~ jus reached home not long ago frm cgm. woah. had a really great cgm. haha.. and yah.. dey celebrated my bday for me in advance. haha.. funny funny. anyway.. thanKs! Really appreciated it! hee.. anyway.. saw wenting! hahaha.. at JP when i am on the way to get the tie for Hubert cos his bday is like on the 6th. hahaha............. so long nv see him. bleahs. yups.. i miss my friends!